smile!

2005-05-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

how i wish i can just die or maybe go somewhere far far away.

a bunch of suckers. -sticks out tongue.

im tired of blogging.
so i shall just stop.

bye,this is my last entry.

dont bother to stay tuned to ffade-away.blogspot.com anymore.

and to those freaking copycats out there.

yuck please, dont copy toiletpaper love and whats that look for.

if you copy, IM GONNA MAKE TOILET PAPER OUT OF YOU.

watch it. i know who you are.

im not dead,im alive.

dont copy anything thats shingyi.
okay?

bye,peeps, this is the last time you'll see me typing this.

sad story

2005-05-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

okay,its raining now.
bestfriend is studying for her Amaths.
well,she has always been studying.

after dinner tonight,started revising on my d&t too.
tsk, its like so much things about wood!
ahh!
studying till now.
hmm,think tmr is also a d&t studying day.

anyway,
during tution today,
i made a sound to say that im very shocked with the amount of corrections i have to do.

well,its really alot you know. :D

and dear hweegeok came to draw on my paper asking me to JIAYOU! and of course a smile going with it.
haha.
thats so nice lah.

today teacher talked about army.
LOL.
made it seems that as if we'd joined the army or something.
that valerie.
the most hardworking girl in our class.
already started drawing!
this goes to show that how boring is it.

hahaha x)

oh yes,i brought something very nice.
hmm,gonna let bestfriend choose what she whats.
and the rest i keep.
im good eh?

thats all.

im tired.

petty woman study hard! stop all ur laughing and concentrate! this is A maths not your E maths please!
i know you'll do well in maths.
you always do.
unlike me.

-wipes tear

2005-05-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

i think im going to die.
shit.
with this kind of results. either i retain,or i go join 3n7'05
and i dont want to.

okay,guess what time i slept last night?
wooohooo.
i cant believe it myself too. x)
jacqueline shock me this morning.
no matter what,from now on i had better give my best in lessons.

anyway,
i ~~cried~~ during physics papers.
cuz the answers and solutions all of them,they dont tally!
i couldnt take it anymore,so,i just burst into tears.
please thank God dat i didnt tear my physics paper.
i did that when i was in pri2.
to my maths wrkbk. /:
well,after crying,i braced up and continue doing.
of course,just sui sui pian pian lah.
after the paper,when i stepped out of the hall,i cried again.
OVER PHYSICS!
and then lim fung said to me"aiyah, dont cry shingyi, later petty woman will be heartbroken."
ya,ya,ya.

after all the papers,the four of us,ME,lim fung,bestfriend,huiyu sat at the study area and had a chat about injections.
i relate my story to them.
ya,at pri6 when we had injections,i cried due to the overwhelming pain!
hahaha.
then we took LRT to Bakau there to make a wish.
your wish might come true if the coin dropped into the wishing box.
i still rmb last year,after mid-years,ME,boonpeng,huiyu,bestfriend went there to make wishes too.
last year,my coin did drop into the wishing box,but it did NOT come true!
its one year already.
this year,this very day,i went back to the same place and made the same wish again
please God, dont hurt me by telling me that i have to go back next year making the same wish again.
anyway,
i tried three time please.
and it did not drop into the wishing box.
oh thats very very sad /:

extremely sad
but last year,it went into the box,but it didnt come true too.
maybe this time it will come true?

in life, we should always be hopeful! (:

but,
i have only about 1 year and 7 mths left only to be hopeful about it.

-sighs

after that,we went to desmond koh kaishun's house to play.
hmm, his house is like a miniature botanic garden!
yupp!
but, his room is very romantic!!!
woohoo,i like! :D
and his bed is a water bed.
bestfriend and me fell alseep together on his bed.

LOL.

oh yes, did i mention?
his rm colour theme is blue!
simply great!
bestfriend and me of course went mad,as its our favourite colour.
then the five of us sat down in the living room and talked.
haha.
about the decoration of his house.
then all of us went to compasspoint to eat.
with adeline.
well,i think she looks good but i like her necklace!
blue! stars.
so sweet!

-looks at petty woman

ahem ahem.
then we walked around and left the mall after struggling with a billabong pencilcase.
yea.

d&t is next monday.
A maths students, maths is difficult.

fang qing song! :D

oh yes,
someone special b'day is coming.
and not forgetting bestfriend's one too!

2005-05-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

woohooo.

literature paper is over.
but tmr theres emaths paper. /:

anyway,
mummy said that the date we'd be going is confirmed
june 18 we're leaving.
june 18-june 24!

actually its s'pose to be just four days.
but my aunts wanna shop more.
so ya. :D

june 18!!
-looks at bestfriend

sighh,im not very excited already.
cuz this goes to show that wan tan mee aint going with us.
lots of fun is going to be missed. /:

okay,
time to prepare for emaths and physics!

ahh!

bye.
im not feeling well today.
moody.

-groans

2005-05-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

im listening to lydia by f.i.r now.
yea,its been sucha long time since i touched the cd. :D

anyway,
my relatives were discussing about the trip to thailand.
man,im excited!
but my dearest gingerbread bruddy aint going with us!
he has exams!
so,since last night,i've been praying that something is going to happen (miracle) and he'd able to join us.
wan tan mee and khaisiang made a great pact i must say.
siang will be entertaining us with his cold jokes and khaiwan will give comments that is so funny!
its been sucha long time that all of us,cousins,went abroad together. p5?
yea,thats so long ago man.
and i still remember
,we,khaiwan,khaikit,khaisiang,khairay,ME,sister
slept together in the living room in malaysia.
and wan tan mee!(khaiwan) blocked nose sounded like a zip!
HAHAHA! ((:
and khaisiang broke the door knob in genting!(2001)

in total,i sincerely hope that he'd come and join us in shopping and stuffs.
yea, maybe let it be,erm, cuz we booked the tics rather late,so we cant choose the date?and go on the earlier date?
yupp!

im praying!

i think im rather together person.
i dont like anyone to be left out.
if we enjoy?why cant we enjoy together?

and well,if really, he cant go erm,dont if.

im sure with my sincere prayings,my wish will come true!

so,i must work doubly hard so can i play with ease there!
okok,
byebye!
chemistry papers tmr.

lucks many to sec3 ppl.

2005-05-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

well im back in action once again.
hehe.

oh yes,
miss lynn ong thought mother's day was next sunday!
i asked her this afternoon whether her church had some prayers for mother's day or something.
and she was like "heez,havent reached yet!"
in the night,she called me and said "elmo! sorry!mother's day is tmr!"

erm,going to tampines Ow family there to celebrate mother's day tmr.
going to collect the cake from the hotel in the noon. as told by sister
after that,we're going to tampines Ow family's place.
geesh, i miss my gingerbread bruddy! wan tan mee! :D
OW KHAI WAN! x)
haha.
this goes to show that i have to do my revisions for maths there also.
tsk, can die lah.
i cannot concentrate!

hweegeok is going for OBS camp?
we're talking about it today.
hais.
OBS CAMP.
the sad thing. /:
-looks at bestfriend

alright.
bedtime.
nite!

2005-05-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

i've been doing maths since last night.
damn, theres too much!

yeap.
i pity those Amaths students.
haa.
d&t is indeed easy (:

okay, back to maths again.
tsk,dont like it,but no choice!

2005-05-06T14:05:00.000+08:00

i tell you.
i've nvr been so stupid before.
its raining.
till now.
heavy rain ya.
i took 161 home,i was thinking maybe i should take tp hougang interchange and change to 325 so i didnt have to walk in the rain.
when the bus reached my stop,inside the bus,it didnt seem that heavy.
but when i came out, its like so heavy please!
i saw lots of ppl running up the stairs.
i didnt want to.
so i stood there like a idiot and waited for the rain to stop.
after quite some time, it didnt stop at all.
in fact, it got bigger
i was thinking, since im already partcially wet, why am i still waiting?
in the end, i still got to walk in the rain.

its a total waste of time!

ah!!!

alright.
english and ss papers today.
i wrote till my pen ran out of ink!
haha!

then after that, shirley and me went to buy books.
for me,i bought more books.
oh ya, we bought sweets too!
yeah~

2005-05-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

today im in a real bad mood.
early in the morning got woken up by sister's freaking alarm clock.
she wakes up EARLY in the morning just to make her hair.
and another thing, she has her own room and she must come and squeeze my room with me.
ah,dont like it.
she dont treasure her room.
tsk.
i practically stormed my way out of the 87 bus.
cuz i just cant stand it!

at the parade sq.
well, mr ahmad mistaken aiai for shirley hoon.
and i made a joke out of it.

me : -turns to look at aiai. "good morning shirley hoon!"
aiai : tsk! its not funny! -pouts

x)

hahaha!

hmm, studying time again.

things to do
english ten year series*
maths! ten year series*
chemistry ten year series*

lastly, SOCIAL STUDIES!!!

english and ss papers tmr.
lucks to shingyi and every1 eh?

muack!

2005-05-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

okay.
today was chinese paper.
man,im struggling with it. /:

after that,walked to the bustop with shirley tong.
we talk and talk. (:
carried books home today.
chemistry txtbk,EDMUND ANG'S FREAKING BOOK OF NOTES,social studies txt.
and plus the chinese dictionary.
damn heavy lah.

alright.
studying time again.
can only spent half hour on the computer this days.
-groans

i've got english ten year series to do.
i've got chemistry ten year series to do.
i've social studies to revise.

my afternoon's gone.
so many asessment books to do. /:

but at night theres dolphin bay!
so must hurry up and finish my work so i can njoy tonight!

yay!
byebye!

2005-05-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

ah,i think im not strong at all. /:
yea

after e maths,ms ginny tay LOCKED me inside the classroom.
and me,shingyi immediately burst into tears!
i cried like a kid who lost her mother at the mall
seriously speaking,i didnt know why also.
maybe its just too suprising
later on,ms tay came to apologised and said she was only playing a joke on me.
well, nvr mind.

alright.
its back to the books.
sighh.
wont be using computer unless theres a need to.
its studying time.
till then people! (:

2005-05-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

-breathes deeply

today is a very tiring day.
but very fun! (:

met up with lynnie and jinghua and we went to SMU to play badminton.
yea,i played till my right hand went numb!
scary
then jogged non-stop on the track please.
and suprisingly,i didnt feel tired.
imagine non-stop jogging.
jinghua gave up half way.
but i didnt! (:

-beams
and of course i did proper warm-ups lah!
i think i wore sports shoes,so somehow my ankles feel relax.
with sch shoes on,i feel TERRIBLE

ate something with lynnie,jinghua,aeron and weijie.
and my story of the very diluted ice-lemon tea began.
haha,its very funny okay!
i drank authentic ice-lemon tea (:
woohoo!

saw sharon jogging toards botanic gardens and she was asking us whether we wanna jog together.
i want to,but i very tired!
then went home with jinghua and lynnie send us off.

alright.
school's tmr.
think we're only girls to play today.
others studying?
but one thing is for sure, bestfriend is studying! :D

2005-04-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

LIFE'S GREAT WITH AIR-CON!

i miss sparkling face! ,jolene.
i miss sparkling eyes! ,kaihui.

oh ya, that girl with nice eyes(maybe sparkling eyes too?)from 3e5.
have not caught a glimpse of her at all in sch for a long time already.1month?
think so
haha.
this shows that the sch is BIG eh?

2005-04-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

NNNOO!!!

after social studies extra lessons after sch,accompanied jingyi to the audition.
waited for bestfriend with lim fung to finish her oral exam.
then went to the library together.
but mrs krishnan said she doesnt want anyone to disturb and they left first.

anyway,I FLUNKED!!!
its oh-so-embarassing lah.
rejected please. /:

but im grateful to bestfriend!,lim fung,sabrina and serene.
yupp,they gave me lotsa JIAYOUs and good luck. (:
somehow,i still feel happy?
yea. hahaha!

congrats to hweemin,kaiyuan and shili who got it. :D
i feel happy for you all.

hmm,i think im starting to hate her again.
angry also. /:
i think im the petty one.
its like,
-sighs
dont know what to do either.
forgive and forget like what lim fung said on the phone just now?
im xiao qi gui.
not her.
but sometimes this intolerant me always get angry and in the end,everything's back to normal.
so petty woman,bear with it afew days.
until im appeased.
-sticks out tongue

alright.
ally's being playful today again?
haha. x)
next monday going to church to play badminton.
anyone else wanna come along too?

2005-04-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

whatever happened.
only one word > COINCIDENTAL
im NOT aiming at you.

today is a real hurting day.
you treat me as if IM INVISIBLE.
well,i cant expect much. /:

all of a sudden,i miss my gingerbread brother,OW KHAISIANG! shoulder.
when i was staying at tampines in jan,i felt moody because 3e3 reshuffled again.
he made me happy in his own unique ways.
and it cheered me up lots. (:

anyway,after school,waited with lim fung for bestfriend to finish her chemistry class.
then took 159 and walked home with diana.
yea,we live in the same block and sometimes we take bus together to sch too.
i like her. :D
she is friendly.
cuz she took the initiative to talk to me as im very shy? you see.
okay,you're puking.
but as you know,shingyi behaves like that. (:
haha.

okay,
tons of CHINESE! corrections waiting for me.
TADA! :D

2005-04-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

I FEEL GOOD!

-dance around

woohoos!

the weather is getting HOTTER N HOTTER
cant stand it.
hot weather makes me wanna argue and fight.
and i dont like it okay.
sister and me,without air-con we're going to MELT.
ha!

after school,bestfriend came to the study area to look lim fung and me.
well,i told her about that matter.
suprisingly,she was very happy also.
but we need CONCRETE EVIDENCE to support eh?
im going to FIND IT.

went to the church to study with jing hua and lynnie.
did lots of revision i must say.

physics test tmr!
wish me luck?

petty woman! i know u're reading this. continue being one petty woman! cuz im going love you for that.not bluffing. i love you!i really do! ooo. jealousy too? -laughs

2005-04-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

today was a tiring day.

after school went to town to look for pencilcases.
but found nothing nice.
ah,just a waste of time.
went back to compasspoint to buy books and had my very late lunch.
saw ah leow and she scared me with her LOUD voice.
hahaha.
its okay. x)

okay,physic test on thurs
homework quite alot today.
bye for now.

2005-04-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

im stuffing myself with cadbury's chocs now.
eat more,im getting FATTER N FATTER! :D

ally's being very nice today.
really.
i like. (:

i think i need another BIGGER pencilcase.
due to the overwhelming response of my stationery. XP
my current one,MYUK GIRL is GIGANTIC enough alr.
as told by sister and wan tan mee!
i cant stand SKINNY SKINNY pencilcases.
i'll feel

EMPTY.

LOL.
saw one girl.
only THREE pens.
i wonder how she survive.

i need two pens for every subject.
and i need markers and glittery pens too.
so that when im bored,im can draw. (:
in total,i have about 13 pens(blue,black)
and 14 markers and glittery pens.
and 3 pencils.
and 1 correction tape and 1 liquid.
and some other small small things too.

look at bestfriend and me's pencilcases.
lim fung said that we can open a stationery shop alr.
hahaha!

2005-04-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

1. 1st skool:
-bedok lutheran church.

2. 1st time you tried smoking:
-im a goodie girl u know. :D

3. 1st alcoholic drink you had:
-tiger beer when i was pri2!

4. 1st time you entered a bar:
-pri6?

5. 1st award you received:
-its long forgotten

6. 1st hero:
-power rangers? yea.

7. 1st time you were sent to the principal
for disciplinary aactions:
-pri2, for tearing my wrkbk.

8. 1st mobile:
-nokia

9. 1st crush:
-a boy from 1b'97 (sengkangpri)

10. 1st person who gave you flower:
-no one gave me flowers before! -wipes tear

11. 1st friend:
-chong yi ling.

12. 1st kiss:
keefe koh! hahaha!

13. 1st romantic moment that you've
ever felt?
-no such thing in my life.

14. 1st song you sang in front of many
people?
-some bible songs when i was schooling at the people's bible church.

15. 1st Name of the musical instrument
you learnt to play?
-piano

16. 1st Fav. foreign movie you watched:
-lion king. think so.

17. 1st gf/bf:
-the guy sitting beside me when i was pri1.but,for fun only!

18. 1st TV show you really liked
power rangers?

19. 1st Fav. book:
-101 dalmatians!

20. 1st sport you played?
-dont know.

21. 1st sleepover:
-lots. cant remember.

22. 1st terrible fight
-of course with my younger sis.

23. 1st bestfriend:
-erm i think it is marie lai jingbao.yea.from 1b'97(myclass!)

24. 1st wedding you attended:
-forgotten!

25. 1st person who greeted you on your
last birthday:
-huiyu!

26.1st cellphone:
-sec1

27. 1st cellphone ringtone:
-hahahaha

28.1st collectioN?
-101 dalmatians stickers.

29. 1st time u saw an animal:
-hahahaha

30. 1st rollercoaster ride:
-at genting when i was pri1!

31. 1st ambition:
-writer! (even till now,i still wanna be one!)

32. 1st job?
-cookie maker.((:

33. 1st thing u purchased w/ ur 1st salary?
-clothes!

34. 1st thing u wanna get right now:
-new bag and phone?

35. 1st person u hated?
-HIM!!!!!!!

talked to lim fung for 1hr45mins on the phone?
incredible.
we seem to have so much things to talk about.
i think in my life i gave up on lots of things.

i gave up on piano,art,abacus.
only for dancing,acting and swimming.
yea.
so thats one of the reasons why i like acting so much.
when i act,no one knows me.
somehow,in some parts of my daily life,i acted.
im being untrue.
but one thing is for sure,
i treat my friends and people with my heartfelt feelings.
really.
jokes aside.

my this unbecoming habit.
-sighs

im truly dying to go UK to get a diploma in peforming arts.
mummy says that the world out there is very different.
she thinks im going to regret it.
erm,dont think so.
im've been thinking about this since p6?
yea.

2005-04-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

i've finally did the sorting of pics.
and yes, two new albums.
friends always(shirley and me) and
school day which was yesterday.
on the nav bar under VISUALS on the right.
view it yes?
thanks!

huiyu took alot of NONSENSE pics at the study area after the performance.
dont like it,so i've deleted it.
its so blur.
tsk tsk.
-looks at bestfriend

okay,shall update tmr.
bye!

2005-04-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

ONE SENTENCE ;
TODAY IS A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE DAY!

this is the kind of day dat i would like to have everyday.
really!

hahaha!
dream on shingyi!

alright.
today's speech day.
hmm,but i love last year's speech day.
but i love this year's speech day ALSO!

peishan helped me with my makeup today okay!
erm,my face,VERY WHITE!
LOL.
so cartoon. XP

choir sang the school song and our SYF pieces.
and everytime before i go up the stage,
i must go and squeeze ah leow's hand.
cuz im very excited! :D

after the performance,
went to change and wash off my makeup.
and i look like the girl who bathed with her uniform on. x)
ate a little bit of food.
huiyu was there playing with my camera.
she didnt took a single pic of choir.
wasted lah!
but its fine!
hehe.
im too happy for anything else.
and erm,im shivering when im eating in the hall okay!
im not scared.
im not hungry.
im not tired.

its bcuz im too happy!
and i couldnt stop my trembling!
ya,its stupid i know.
somehow my body cant take the overwhleming happiness.
ha!

oh yes,
ally stole a balloon and gave it to me today.
HEH. :D
so cute.
if somebody can give me 13 tulips,
i'll love that somebody FOR LIFE.

pls think it over,
do you think its possible,shingyi?

no one likes me

2005-04-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

the song tong hua was played this morning.
and yes its nice. x)

sat with aiai during physics lab and its making me feel very happy.
YEAH!
hahahaha.

i know ally still loves me.
i can tell

i cant stop waving madly at lim fung during social studies class.
haha,please say im crazy.
cuz only literature and ss lesson we'd get to be in the same class.
you cant blame me you see. :D

its been a nice day lah today.
tomorrow is speech day!!
i cant wait till that beautiful day!
oolala! XD
i dont think i can sleep tonight.
haha,but i have to.
dolphin's bay later.
geesh,cant wait also.

okay,bye bye!

2005-04-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

boohoo!
ally dont love me anymore! :/
but i still love her!

read aiai's secretblog yesterday,
geesh,im so so sorry dat i caused this to you.
am i troublemaker?

the Amaths students seem to have alot of hmwk?
we,the d&t students are like stress-free?
to me lah. (:
haha.

in the morning,did the five stations.
aiai helped me with my sit-ups.
and i feel her shivering on my ankles.
but nevertheless,i think i fared quite well lah.(:
cuz i havent recovered totally from yesterday's stomaches.
wahaha

okay,im going to study.
LOL.
hardworking shingyi!
clap for me! :D

bestfriend : i dont hate her anymore! i've sort out my thinkings. haha! dont wanna waste my energy.

2005-04-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

whats the time now?
by right,i should be in sch,but im not.

stomaches is practically killing me in the morning.
geesh,i thought i could just bear with it,but i couldnt. :/
its a weird kind of stomaches,it'll come and go,come and go.
so its hard to bear you see.

after the reading period,shirley accompanied me to call mummy.
but she was alr in her office,jurong!
then i called waipo,she came. x)
went back to the com lab to pick up my bag and stuggled all the way locker to get my bks. :/
aiai came with me this time. (:
and im very glad for dat.
she helped me with my bag and both of stayed at the porch to wait for waipo.
from 8.15am to 9.00am okay!

the minute came out of the taxi, she was like" aiyoyo,you and sister ah,full of nonsense and problems!"
and you know what, she thought i faked it!
oh man,from young until that very moment,i nvr call mummy to pick me up from sch cuz im not feeling well.
this is the first time!
well,i think i broke a record. XD
okay,next time,if i died in sch,i wont call home okay!
tsk.

reached home and applied medicated oil and went off to sleep.
till now.
erm,i have the whole afternoon to revise my physics and ss.
chinese spelling tmr also.
so many work needs to be done.
exams nearing,shouldnt fool around anymore.

aiai : darling i know you're reading this! thanks for helping me when i needed it! love many from shingyi. ((:

2005-04-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

i ate my gingerbread brother, WAN TAN MEE! for breakfast!
hahaha.

-winks

went to plaza sing for shopping last night ALONE after tution.
bought a sleeveless dark brown top.
nice.(:
saw this couple.
erm,trying to get lovey dovey infront me.
as if im transparent. -_-"
but her girlfriend is very sweet! :D
haha.

oh yes,
i still hate her.
much to bestfriend and lim fung's suprise,
im not going to take back my words.
cuz everynight when i close my eyes,
my mind is going to re-enact that very day.

shant type much.
my work is only half-done.

bye!

2005-04-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

okay,shirley just left.

so ya,im eating lunch right now.
incredible eh?
in the studyrm,in front of the computer.

alright.
i found my photo-taking partner!
shirley!
i cant believe we took so much pics together.
as for aiai,erm,must force her to take pics with me.
haha.
but i still love my honey bunny.(:

tution later.
hweegeok msged me just now,she misses shingyi?
haha.

ya,i miss you too. XP

hahahaha.

this is shirley's blog.
link yes? :D
click here!

2005-04-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

im not going to cry cuz you're not worthy of my tears.

hmph.

im having a cold war with her.
dont care abt her anymore.
i hate you and your stinking face.
go and die,
i HATE YOU!

erm,but issit going to be like wat bestfriend and lim fung said?
i cant bear to hate her?
i dont hate people.
thats one of shingyi's good points.(:

but even i still dont like it,it wont last for a day or maybe a hr.
ah!!!
troubled lah. :/

this morning sucks alr,
im not going type everything out cuz im not dat free.

i think the weather is getting hotter and hotter.

haha.

after school,had chi oral then after that had speech day full-dress rehearsal.
once again,im struggling with the stockings again.
like a idiot. :x
while we're our last song 'kala kala' on my mind is all "my leg pain pain!quickly end quickly end!buai tahan!"
and im trying my very best to get into the mood.
ronald told us we went out of tune.

totally.

if we went to SYF in this kind of manner,
we will get worse than certificate of participation!

geesh.

when everything ended,the three of us were walking to the toilet to change we saw zhi hui and gen.
they gave comments about our costume.
well,its still much appreciated!
cuz we think dat too!
oops.

oh yes,ally and me from total strangers upgraded to be able give each other flying kisses from afar?
haha.
thanks to bestfriend who brought us together! :D

shirley is coming tmr,
some stuffs need to be done.

BYE!

to the people who still havent view the photos yet,its under VISUALS.
go view it!
school day,14/o4/2oo5.

2005-04-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

i just dont get it.
-glares
don't label me as a cheaterbug cuz I'M NOT ONE!
im just trying to help her(: cuz i dont want her to be sad becuz of results.
get lost if you still think im one.
i dont like you too!
-sticks out tongue

alright.
early in the morning had physics test.
racked my brains over the formulas. :/
aiai couldnt stop moaning and tugging my shirt cuz she was very scared she might fail.
ah,dont worry darling,im sure you'd do better than me! :D
hehe.
then after dat,had social studies test.
erm,for a moment i was at a lost with the Qs. :/
but, still managed to figure out.
and im glad.

after sch,rushed home to change and eat lunch and went to meet nazeera at the childcare centre.
finally,one of them came.
-wipes sweat.
haha.
there was this little girl,ciyne?
odd name.
its pronouce as " cy anne"
she is very pretty and cute!
yes,i like her!(:
did colouring again?
damn tiring lah!
i think ciyne smiles and looks abit like ally!
haha.
okay,left at 5.30pm.

shirley tong is coming to my house on saturday!
yeah!
but erm,there are lotsa photos on my desk and around my bed dat i hafta keep.
cuz shirley doesnt more about me you see.
i know its very mean lah,but sorry girl.
if it is lim fung,bestfriend or huiyu.
theres no such need to keep them.
but nevertheless,im still very excited and shes always welcomed to come my place!
hehehe.:D

anyway,
took pictures in school today.
wanna know more about life with the oh-so-famous 3e3?
come view it!
its on the right hand side nav bar under the category of visuals,last in qeue.
all are welcomed to view it!
enjoy!

okay,bye!

2005-04-13T17:16:00.000+08:00

caught in the rain just now.
called waipo down to the bustop to pick me up.
and she was like " eh, wait lah,lemme finish my show first"
so,i stood there and waited.
tsk.
in the end,still got wet,but it would be worst if i really walked in the rain.
so, be thankful. (:

physics and ss tests tmr.
shit, and tonight theres dolphin bay.
im troubled. :/
which is more impt?
maybe two at the same time?
did my physics revision ytd alr,there nuthing much to worry.
HEH. :D
im left with ss only.

im getting busier and busier these days.
cip,choir practices.
and theres cip tmr again.
2.30 to 5.30?
wish me luck. XP
anyway,
the cip schedule is messed up AGAIN!
ah!!!
everything needs to be done ALL OVER AGAIN!
cuz of speech day rehearsals.

friday is speech day FULL-DRESS.
black flamingos? :D
i think we still look fine.
but the last time when i wore those black heels, i got serious blisters.
maybe should exchange with wanling.
speaking of her, lim fung thought wan ling is my darling.
aiyah,just a friend lah,i only love liling! :D
i dont love dat ah leow. :x
im abit bias to people with the surname 'leow'
erm,think lim fung,huiyu and bestfriend will know why.
i prefer leong!(:
oopps.
okay lah.
no offence.really.
sorry. :/

plenty of hmwk.
literature,ENGLISH!
so ya, bye for now.(:

2005-04-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

alright.
tiring day lah for shingyi. (:
hehe.
did 5 stations for p.e today.
practice practice.
i think i dont have any will at all.
esp at the shuttle run.
when i finished my first round,i suddenly stopped.
must curb it. :/
oh yes, i feel so sorry for shirley this morning.
i alr knew that its not gonna work, but i at dat time was also helpless.
geesh.

after recess had physics,but it became physics lab instead.
we're walking towards the lab,i went over to hug and kiss aiai.
cuz im so happy dat time, so ya.
I CANT CONTROL MYSELF OKAY!
amalina was also shocked.
but,i really love my honey bunny,my darling,liling,from the bottom of my heart.(:
yes i love her.
as a bestest bestest friend. :D
dont think too much lah people!

tests are coming up.
like i said, if not 3e3 dont have any test at all,if not all must come at the same time.
-groans
physics and ss tests on thurs!
chemistry on fri!
lynnie accompanied me to my house after sch.
so good eh? :D
then changed and ate lunch and wenta huiying's hse to study and revise.(:
im very glad we didnt talk much and did revising.
really.
huiyu came back rather late.
and we started our unbeatables chit chat session again.
we can yak on and on you know.
all the bu-shuangs,all the unhappiness, all the happiness, all the funny stuffs we'll trash it out.
me laughed and laughed.
haha.
left their house at 7.45pm with the both of them as they were going to the minimart.
so here am i.
haha.

alright.
tmr after recess theres four periods where i gotta see lim fung and the people for ss and elect lit.
ah,looking foward to it.
HEH.(:

2005-04-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

i hate today seriously.
ee-yurr is all heard.
negative comments.
like i said,dont like me,so be it.
its you anyway not me.
im contented with my life alr,i dont need anymore shitty people. XP
mummy told me this "thank the people who called you names,they helped you to realise more about the humanity of humans"
but,he still sucks.

woke up at 4.30am today.
alarm clock is spoilt.
haha.
so sister and me were a little angry with it in the morning. :D
but,cont sleeping on till 6.30am.
wenta to the library for english lessons and i told her this.
"you're very cute cuz out of blue ur head is sticking out"
to my honey bunny,my sweetheart, LEONG LILING! of cuz.
no matter what happens,i still love her.
the only one in my heart (:
alright.

after school had emaths xtra class and emaths remedial.
had speech day rehearsal after that.
all the way till 6pm.
well,choir aint choir without the sec 4s.
look at the way we sang the school song.
so soft :/
tsk tsk.
reached home at 6.45pm and had dinner.
you know what?
sister and me were laughing at waipo.
haha.
us,the crazy sisters. :D

okay,time for homework.
BYE!

2005-04-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

-yawns

i still have some aches.
didnt turn up for tution today.
hweegeok must be missing mie like everything and anything. :D
ha!
accompanied mummy and sister to the temple at 6pm.
and at 6.15pm at hougang interchange,the three of us were yelling at each other.
also known as fighting
over a concession pass.
i think our family need some disputes to make life more FUN?
aiyah.

had dinner at the temple and wenta hear a talk or rather a lesson.
man, the teacher is speaking in CHINESE!
so,couldnt understand at all.
all those 'chim chim' chinese. x)
sat there and daydream.
ya,i know its rude lah.
but,cant blame.
mummy's friend fetched sister and me home first,cuz she and her friend went for another talk again
reached woodbrigde hospital and we crossed the overhead brigde.
and here am i. (:
sitting here typing this entry.
finally, i've finish pasting those chemistry wrksheets.
only my chinese work is undone. (:

see you tomorrow!

2005-04-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

im having aches all over now. :/
due to the serious lack of sleep these two days.
pathetic like anything.

anyway,
got dat photo from shirley yesterday.
and im so happy please.
and for that,we became each other hugging partners. :x
during eng yesterday.
hahaha.

erm about SYF compeition yesterday.
we got a bronze.
about the costumes,
had a difficult time struggling with the black stockings.
you know what i did?
i didnt knew we can actually stand and wear the stockings.
so,shingyi the dumbass, made sure the floor was clean and dry, went into a toilet cubicle took off my skirt and sat on the floor and wore them on.
lim fung laughed at me for being stupid.
please!
grrr.
we made the toilet near the home econs room full of black feathers. :D
hehe.
after the compeitition, on the bus, i slept like i havent been sleeping for a thousand years.
and lim fung shouted at me in order wake me up. :/

this morning, was awoken by sister's freaking alarm clock.
as usual, strolled my way to the bustop and waited for the bus.
then rushed to take 86.
watched the prefects investiture with a heart full of angst.
cant explain much.
-sigh
but,i know both of us are smiling in our hearts,
grinning broadly in our hearts.
but, we cant show it all out yes?
you know who im saying about
im behaving like how im behaving dat time during the cca handing over ceremony.
supression of feelings. (:
and im very glad dat im controlling myself well.
didnt giggle,didnt yalp,didnt this and that.
hahaha.

glared at suping after school.
damn, i cant control my eyes.
didnt mean to,you see. :/
sorry,ping er.

alright.
im so darn angry with my ipw grp members.
none of them wanted to come n do the cip.
great, i've done my part,it their problem.
thank goodness theres still amalina.
ate lunch with amalina and walked to the childcare centre at 2.pm+
weesiang appeared.
but,he wasnt in my grp. :/
i did colouring all the way from 2.30pm to 5.50pm okay!?
geesh, first time in my life i did colouring with a different feeling.
i sat at the low low table and chair and coloured,coloured,coloured.
backaches please.
and my hands smelt of crayons.
hahaa.
imagine, three hours 20 mins of colouring.
amazing. (:
at 6pm walked back to school alone to get my homework from my locker.
saw heimun and both of us had a small chat.
the last time we talked to each other in this manner was like when?
ages ago please.
then left school.

at 8pm when i was happily watching dolphin bay.
wan tan also known as khai wan :D
came to my house.
the first thing he said was " got miss me mah?"
hahaha.
great.
my worthy gingerbread brother! (:
khai siang and khai ray came too.
hehe.
wan tan was amazed at my bedroom.
the posters.
haha.
he left after a short while.
haha.
still can rmb his SICKENING! face in my living room just now. :D
dont worry, i'll be seeing him soon.
miss december and january days at their house in tampines.
those toilet-snatching,bread-fighting,computer-fighting,funny-faces,lame-gimmicks days.

yeah! i love my silly gingerbread ones!
-smiles

2005-04-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

just watched dolphin bay.
yea, its touching. :D
but one thing, the boy and girl is crying and crying.
-sighs

shirley still didnt bring the photo. :/
well, like i said, good things is worth the wait.
continue waiting,shingyi. (:

saw shirley at sengkang interchange this morning.
actually,i could have walked from the bustop after i alighted from the 159 bus.
but ya, im lazy. ;p
both of us ran after the 80 bus and the bus left without us.
and the people around us stared at us as if we're some kind of freaks.
grrr.
i almost fell when i stopped behind shirley.
anyway.
the girl with the nice eye spin took the same 87 bus with us.
according to mummy, people with such eyes are scary people?
but for all i might know, she might turn out to be nice girl.
i dont know, so im very sorry of having that kind of mentality about u. really. :/
and her bag is BLUE!
ah!!! bestfriend and me's favourite colour!
hahaha.

i think im reduced to the state of talking to myself.
this morning is a gd example.
i left shirley behind me and i walked and talked to myself.
loneliness you see. :D
hahahaha.

alright.
after school,im very tired.
i wanted very much to go home and sleep and come for choir at 3.
lim fung was like " dont be crazy lah!"
-groans.

oh yes,
shirley hoon praised and said my literature proj was nice!
thanks pal! :D
she make me so happy!

SYF is tmr.
oh man!
once again, im worrying about how to wear the black stockings.
im so afraid im going to TEAR it.
and during breaktime at the canteen, lim fung asked to cut my precious toenails.
hmph.
choir is leaving the school at 3.30 pm
hope you're there to send us off.
really.
but,issit possible?
nah, dont think so. :/
its ok.

minpei having her syf tmr too.
lucks to sjc choir and not forgetting sengkang choir too! :D

bye!
must rest early. :p

2005-04-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

im very happy with my life,the way i project myself.this is ME,this is SHINGYI. (: yesyes.although there are some troubles,conflicts,regrets, but im so sure dat im going to overcome it.others may think im fake,i suck,so be it.sarcastic remarks strenghtens me. really.it doesnt bring me down,it doesnt hurt, it makes me even stronger.bleah! so,thanks ya! :D hahahahaha.throughout these years, i've become the powerful SHINGYI! alr.powerful as in, emotionally strong and of course mentally too.no one can hurt me,shingyi. (: try your best!

alright.im trembling today on stage.
mdm cheng told us we choir went haywire. -sighs

oh yes, i passed 2.4 run!17.49
-beams :D
haha.im so darn happy please!YAY! (:

SYF IS ON THURS ONLY!
geesh,work hard,work smart.

okay,bye for now!

2005-04-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

much to my suprise,shirley didnt bring the photo today.
AH,alright lah.
good things is worth the wait. (:

made a blunder the first thing in the morning alr,
left my chemistry notes in the cme classroom.
then ran from com lab to the classroom to get it.
3e5 :D was there,but didnt have the time to look for huiying.
HEH.

as for chemistry lessons, aiyah, sucks lah!
mr ang was using his edmund language to teach 3e3.
so ya,dont understand lah.
he taught us sec1 work instead.
-shakes head

as for literature lessons,i tilt my head over and closed my eyes. :p
very very tired. :/
for a moment only lah!
hahahaha.

tmr gotta reach school at 6.45am
so early,gonna rest early tonight,
bye!(:

2005-04-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

just watched turn left turn right.
so touching i must say. x)

me and aiai talked on the phone four times today over the lit proj.
haha.

amazing huh?
:D

alright.
school's tmr.

u. major here i come!

-kiss

2005-04-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

tution again later.
i ask you,im going for tution and yet i can get into D class.
damn.
what am i doing?
i dont know.
heck lah.
dont have the wish to do anything.
if only,i can only do literature.
how you wish
haha.

im still considering whether should i take performing arts in england.
acting is my passion.
i love the stage,i love the scripts.
but ya,be realistic. :/
-sighs
mummy told me now everybody is doing sciences,engineering,IT.
who knows?
i might be the extraordinary one to do arts. (:
haha.

SYF is just next thurs.
oh man.
excited,scared.
erm,how i wish you can come see our performance.
but,once again, BE REALISTC
ah!!!
dont think of the impossible.
-pouts

monday is next next day.
cant wait to see dat picture.
hahaha.

alright.
byebye!

2005-04-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

i've been chanting since morning when i woke up,
you're in roc you're in roc. you're in roc.

LOL.

like a monk. :D

huiying and me did something crazy last night.
we swopped things. XP

okay, was s'pose to take 147 instead of 156 but ya,lazy to walk so far.
XP
met huiying n lim fung at compasspoint early in the morning to take 156.
so many people.

reached serangoon stadium at 7am++ and yakked non-stop with lim fung. :D
eshlyn came to ask me" shingyi,you nvr take part?"
me "dont want lah! my poor skills,throw my own face only."
this is the truth.truth hurts i know dat.
but this truth doesnt seem to hurt me.
bleah!

i think today's not a happy day.
ITS A VERY VERY HAPPY DAY
i havent been so damn happy for weeks.
haha.
and today's not a 100% smiLe day.
its a 1000% smiLe day!(:

those people that got prizes,good for them.

was s'pose to go j8 after everything,but im so darn excited to see those pics,so rushed home to upload.
anyway.
photos done!
YAY! :D
only 5 pics are uploaded.
the rest, its a secret

haha.
im smiling since morning.
mouth dont feel tired.
hahahaha.

im dying to see UM photo on monday.
pls! shirley!
dont lemme fall into dissapointment okay!

~~how i wish this kind of happiness could be forever~~

2005-03-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

i feel so unloved.
i cant stand this coldness.
im so sure no one can.
did i make a mistake by doing that?
if i really did, i wished i hadnt. imsosorry

i dont feel doing anything.
-sighs

i dont feel well.

huiying's not going to st gabriel tmr alr.
damn.
i was made happy for nuthing.
for nuthing

lynnie's absent today. hmph.
lost my talking partner. :D

anyway.
shirley tong has promised to give me her leadership camp photo!
he's in it!(:
LALALA.
and for this,im in so crazy and HIGH during recess please!
im smiling and screaming and amalina couldnt stand me.
haha.
and i think this is the only thing dat made me smile today. (:

alright.
tmr's sports day.
im so darn free after that.
i wanna watch that movie 'spanglish'
maybe at j8
but ya,im ALL ALONE
its nothing much lah.

no one loves me.
so why would they bother about me?
-sighs

2005-03-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

been sleeping so late this days.
bloody tired. -sighs

i think i really haf butterfingers.
i was holding shiyun's trophy and all of a sudden,i let go,AND TADA!
I BROKE IT
yes i did.
and she didnt want to make me feel guilty for breaking her trophy and she said nvr mind.
oh geesh.
second incident,physics class.
i was removing my pen cap and then i dropped my pen.
cannot even hold properly. :/
third incident,choir practice.
i was drinking water frm my bottle,and suddenly the bottle dropped.

must curb it. no matter what.
hmph.

anyway.
rachel joined track?
now,shes got netball and track.
busy manz.
but,when i got to know her in p6,couldnt see she had a flair for sports. :D
as for me,well,it would be a joke if i said i passed my pft.
so,its a no for sports to me.

alright.
nite nite.
sweet dreams. (:

2005-03-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

have you people seen the three new albums in my nav bar?
its on the right hand side if you still dont see it.. XP

as i said in my previous entry,im so darn happy this morning,
luaghing,giggling.

but,moodswinged after that. /:
very dissapointing.

-sighs

had elect literature today,due to the changes in the timetable.
we got two poems dat describe abt the first day of school for little kids.
haha.
it made me think of my pri1 days in sengkang pri.
actually,do you know dat im s'pose to go rosyth?
papa wanted me to go chij our lady of nativity,mummy wanted me to go rosyth.
but i didnt know how the hell i ended up in sengkang pri.
-chuckles
i've been to rosyth for a few days,then im thrown in sengkang pri.
if i had stayed on,i'd get to know peeps like eshlyn and linkky and others,maybe.
but ya,im so glad dat i didnt stayed on,cuz i did lotsa bad bad thingies during p2
things you cannot imagine.
i stole things for the fun of it at pri1 okay?
i tore my maths wrkbk and shouted at my form teacher at pri2 pls!
and pri3,i changed for the better bcuz of my form teacher, ms sylvia wan.
shes the one dat changed my life,she made cry you know after talking to me.
so,im doing quite well now cuz of her. im so grateful for dat. really. (:
still remembered dat wendy ng whos currently in 3e5 now,was my pal and busmate.
yupp,but dont think she can rmb me now.
ended my days in sengkang pri n started life afresh at yiochukang pri at 2ooo.pri4.
i changed my attitude so much dat i got 3rd in class during p4!
was in 5/2 at 2oo1 (the best EM2 class)
haha.
and of course 6/2 at 2oo2 and eventually,sengkang sec after dat. (:
amazing eh?
oh yes, firdaus was my classmates for two whole years.pri 5&6.
but,the both of us had never started a conversation before.
pri sch,no. when it comes to sec sch,diff cca,diff class,dont even think of it lah.
this is more amazing eh?
hahaha. XD
at least heimun and liling who were also my classmates for two years(pri5&6) talked a mountain of words.
but firdaus,no
alright.

okay,after sch,went home to change and had a quick lunch and rush off to sch again.
to look look. :D
but saw nuthing.
damn dissapointing.
saw NCC marching and made me laughed for a moment at least. :D
wenta lib after dat.
usual window shopping. XD
saw nice high heels,but no size.no colour dat i liked.
forget it. x)
im a fussy shopper you see.
haha.

thats all,peeps.

kiss

2005-03-28T08:36:00.000+08:00

im in a place by the name of sengkang secondary computer lab.
haha. x)
hmm,so bored,

timetable's changed alr.
LALALA.

this morning,im like smiling and smiling pls!
so happy!

2005-03-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!
photos done!

three new albums!

and in addition, new pics dat you've nvr seen before!
in this is me and bestfriends album.

whee!
i sound like im advertising my photo albums.
well, i am. x)

alright.
bye!

2005-03-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

im very tired.
having terrible buttaches. x/

crawled outta bed this morning early for dat telematch thingy.
ah!!! nuthing but crap lah!

we reached puggol central,walked one round around the soccer field.
sit sit here and there,then played one lame game and sit again
while waiting for the bus to come,i almost fell asleep on jingyi's shoulder.
XP

okay,im tired.
really tired
havent done my emaths

2005-03-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

currently im at tampines,wan tan mee's place.
my cousins,SO NOISY!

2005-03-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

LIFE SUCKS!

i dont like everything!
i hate you!
i hate you!
i hate you!

why cant everything go well?
~~why?~~ why? why?

oh yes, theres someone out there whos trying to be shingyi.
HEH.
but hey wait,i love it!
continue to do dat. (:
you are so special,dat you get special permission from SHINGYI!,ME!
this goes to show dat you're reading this also.
yesyes.
hello girl!i love you.
hardly anyone is trying to be shingyi you see.
haha,so ya. :D

alright.
im off for tution alr.

BYE!

2005-03-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

havent started on my dat mountain of homework and revisions,not forgetting literature proj.
went to huiying's place at 1pm+ to get dat storybk from her (mine was stolen last year)
so much work to do.
tests are coming.
dont know what should i do first.
-sighs

theres something i've been thinking and thinking about today.
thinking and thinking.
even discussed with huiying pls.
but despite all these happenings,i've got shoulders to lean on like,LEONG LILING!,AMALINA!,LYNNIE!,HUIYING!
kisses plenty to them. (:

chinese lessons are just next week,wonder what will happen?
HEH.
thank God i've got lynnie for company. :D

alright.
time for work.
dont feel doing doing them,but no choice.
tution's tmr.
seeing gecko again. :x
HAHA.

2005-03-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

cadbury's Zip (strawberry) its damn nice.
you people should try it. x)

im listening to tong hua by guang liang now.
nice nice. (:
its bestfriend's fav song also. :D

alright.
took 161 to change to 80 this morning.
bloody shit.
im not late pls.
julia goh labelled me as a late comer.
got booked and in addition,DETENTION!
damn it pls.
since sec2,i always get detention for all sorts of lame reasons.
shingyi got detention cuz she pasted neos on her ez link card.
shingyi got detention for staring fiercely at julia goh. it sucks dont it?

if this goes on, who knows,
maybe if i sneeze at julia goh,shes gonna give me three days of hard work. x/
grrr,cannot stand it. -glares
btw, do you people that julia goh gave me personal counselling sessions when im in sec1 & 2?
woah.
geesh,arent i proud? :D
okay,whatever.
once again,she thinks im a problem teenage.
damn it.

im nibbling and nibbling during eng lessons. (also known as eating)
as for physics lessons,lynnie and me were conducting our very own kissing lesson!
XD
flying kisses!
i think i should pay more attention.
this should be the first and last time.
alright.

after sch, had lunch and we wenta third floor to look at peeps do high jump and long jump.
woah,i hafta admire their courage. (:

hmm,im still waiting for SYF to end.
cuz then,maybe soprano1 and soprano2 sections will join forces once again.
huiying and lim fung are in sop2 and im in sop1.
and im so lonely. ):

tmr's good friday,so no school!
-cheers
e maths test next tues.
oh manz!
plenty of work awaiting me!
and im going for that telematch thingy on sunday.
busy busy.

that would be all.

bye!

i love you!

2005-03-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

my locker needs some serious packing. :D
its messy.
why?
cuz honey's locker is above mine. 218.
mine is 219.
whenever we take bks,we will always have a clash.
and not forgetting 220.
amelia gue xing yi! (:
always hurrying me to put bks.
we made friends with one another in this 'hurrying' manner.
ya,

im not feeling really gud today. once again
im alr showing that glum face before i even step into the school.
-sighs
serious pms. x/

im dozing off during E maths lessons today.
amanda had to slam my table in order to wake me up.
geesh.
im sleeping at 11pm+ everynight.
after those revisions,homework.
grrr.

mid years are coming.
SYF is just two weeks away.
i musnt do anything to harm my throat.
yesyes.
x)

i dont believe in Fate.
it nvr happens on mie.
its nvr will,shingyi.
-sighs
but what about telepathy?
im so curious abt this thingy during social studies lessons today.
im thinking and smiling all the way. :D

but does telepathy exists?

telepathy : it is define as communication through the channels of the senses.

erm,im so curious about it.
really.

maybe i should approach the counsellor again. (:
i've so much to ask him.

anyway.
the chinese namelist for the banding if confirmed alr.
oh manz!
im in 3eD!
last class of express stream!
im so sad.
why cant i go 3eC or 3eB?
i dont ask too much,but i dont rmb i failing my chi last year.
why like dat!?
when liling asked me what happened,she was like " dont like dat lah! 3eA only mah!"
then followed by eshlyn and lijia came to ask me what happened.
i think only eshlyn can feel how im feeling now. x/
but,
hais.
just like dat lor.
i think its not so fair.

like lynnie said" life's nvr fair,so dont compare"

well,what can i do?

~~nothing~~

2005-03-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

mummy is perverted!
i hate her. x/

nowadays,im waking up so early in the morning eh?
6.45am manz!
whee! :D
but, from my house i catch a glimpse of the sch,so deres nuthing much to worry abt lah!

im having a bad bad mood today.
i dont understand why really.
after chinese lessons,when we're waiting for ms tay to come, i scolded shiyun!
yes,i did
shes being concern abt it,then im like so inconsiderate pls.
meanie.
later on,when i wanted to apologise to her, she was at the sick bay.
geesh, get well soon,shiyun. you too,jingyi. (:
-hugs <3

we had THREE periods of E maths today.
its killing me! x/
-groans

my ears are really sensitive.
er xin?
you are not well better off either.
so,dont comment! XP

alright.
choir practice after sch as usual.
was revising my physics as we learnt a new chap today. :D
and xiujuan and me were discussing abt ong. (:
ha!

okay,time for homework
havent started on it.
bye!

the song of the day is / what are you waiting for? - gwen stefani

2005-03-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are

after reading all these, who loves me dat much?mummy,papa,person3,person4,person5?
three more peeps love me so much wor. x)
haha. but who?
loves me so much that they are willing to die for me. INCREDIBLE
this also goes to show dat love is powerful (:
yupp
and someone thinks of me before he/she sleeps.
not mummy definitely,shes not tired to think of me. XD
WHO ~~WHO~~ WHO ?
but i sincerely hope its YOU!.
really.

alright.
i got shocking news frm huiying before i went for p.e.
YES,abt chinese lessons.
no wonder my eyes were twitching ytd.
-sighs
its heaven will.
i've no say over it. x/
overcoming obstacles for so long alr, this chinese lessons is NUTHING
yesyes.
todays the CCA handing over ceremony.
hweemin and sihui look great in our blue colour choir costume.
YAY! XD
and during the NCC part,huiyu gave me those eyes and called out my name when shes 3 classes away!
oh okayy,i get it. (:
and im like smiling from ear to ear. :D
throughout the whole ceremony!
haha.
im trying very very hard not to stiffle.
hurhur. x)
when mr leong was talking, im like " aiyoh,dont lor li lor sor lah!,hurry up!!"
cant wait pls!
alright.
im going to have some soupy snax.
damn.
its nice nice pls!
argh, but i've run out of lemon chilli cuttlefish to go with it.
i love lemon chilli cuttlefish only.
just like papa.
like father,like daughter. :D

the song of the day is / because you loved me - celine dion

2005-03-20T10:23:00.000+08:00

my eye is twitching.
something bad is going to happened.
i've having the same dream this week.
-sighs

alright.
sch's tmr. FINALLY
haha.
okayy,im off to rush my work now.
(:

see you tmr in school! :D

the song of the day is / stuck

2005-03-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
today is a tired but fun day!

went to ice-skate at jurong east.
with huiying and huiyu.
theres a part where we gotta skate WITHOUT holding onto the railings.
and huiyu and me were clasping tightly onto huiying.
she can skate the best among the three of us. :D
and we three girls were screaming and AH-ing like nobody elses business. (:
geesh, i fell on my butt. x/
embarassing and not forgetting pain too.
and here comes a orange shirt guy who actually helped me up cuz huiying and huiyu couldnt support my heavy weight.
dats great aint it? :D
nono.
he didnt help me up,he carried me up with his both hands.
but its fine,i dont mind. (:
then ate something at KFC and we wenta orchard to shop ard.
took neos and look at clothes.
damn nice. XD
that huiyu.talk and talk.NON-STOP!
cant stand it.
oh yes, bought something very sweet much to huiying's words.
but,its really really sweet.(:
ILOVEIT!
went back at 7pm++
okayy, as for tmr.
not sure.
but im going to tampines to dat GINGERBREAD BROTHER,ow khaiwan hse for dinner so which means not back to hougang.
ow khaiwan.
oh manz!
i love to call him wan tan mee!
wan tan!
so cute! :D

~~sweetheart,i miss you,i really do.~~

2005-03-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

i think its a high time to cut down some fats.
yes.

we tried on the black flamingos top today.
in addition with black heels.
for the entire morning,i couldnt walk properly cuz my toes were 'kiap' by the tight heels.
eeww.
so painful. x/
choir was having their rehearsal.at.
you know where?
near the blue wall where the whole world can see us clearly
but,xiujuan says we must be proud of our costume.
yes i will.
im learning!
got our black stockings.
seriously,i must take a long time to wear them.
slowly,slowly,slowly.
if not, im gonna 'PIAK' the stockings.
i think you know what i meant right? :D
but,on that day,everyone is going to be in a frenzy,including me!

anyway.
after practice,went home to shower and wenta compasspoint to meet huiyu for a very late lunch.
x)
then bought all the foodstuffs and wenta her hse to eat them.
the three of us, huiying,huiyu,me ate like three little kids. :D
lalala.
after eating,the three of us started a talk once again
it was on and on.
took pics too.
then it was clothes-planning time.
for tmr's ice-skating dayout. (:
we're always like dat.
dilly dally with our clothings. (:

alright.
time for dinner!
HEH.
miss you.

the song of the day is / chi xin jue dui.

-waves

2005-03-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

im very tired.
slept at 12am++ last night and crawled outta bed this morning for choir practice.

after choir practice,took 159 to meet hoor liling cuz shes coming to my hse for the computer usage.
XP
then we walked to my hse.
left her alone to use the computer and i went to watch tv.

both of us left my place at 4pm++,liling went home,i wenta the library.
saw zhihui,huiyu,huiying at the lib's cafe doing work.
joined them in reading books.
left them after borrowing my bks. x)
bought biscuits,CUPCORN! and sushi to eat and left compasspoint.

waiting for mummy to get us dinner.
im not hungry.
i've been skipping dinner for the past few days alr.
it doesnt really matter whether i eat now or not,cuz i simply feel nuthing.
im attaining immortality. XD
yes i am.

anyway.
theres a full-dress rehearsal tmr.
so excited. (:
black flamingos? :D

2005-03-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

ah!!!
boring day! x)

was s'pose to go the library wif huiyu,
but im too lazy to step out of the house,so ya. :D
woke up at 10.30am and watched tv till now.
power yes?
XP
havent had a teevee marathon for ages!
its time to relax lah! (:
actually, if clara hadnt called my hse,i wouldnt wake up at 1o.30 at all.
haha.
im getting lazy. or mayb i alr am lazy?
okok.

watched star wars last night.
its my first time watching it.
im a quiet person.
i dont like action movies,movies dat fight and kill,movies dat involve noise and bombing.
YUCK.
i love slow-motion movies. (:
cartoon movies,teenage movies,comedies THUMBS UP!
if someone brought me to watch troy,pls also prepare an ice-bag for me ok?
headache pls. x/
anyway.
as usual, had a terrible headache after dat.
i know its crap to you.
so,stop it. (:

im bored to tears.
talking to huiying on the phone now.
wahaha.
chatting abt chinese lessons.
XD
alright.
see you tmr!

the song of the day is / never be replaced.

*kiss

2005-03-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

the Bonjour's choc chip bread is FANTASTIC
yay,i love it. (:

anyway.
choir went to st gabriel today.
when we're nearing st g. huiying gave me those eyes.
okayy, i get wat u mean.
HEH.
im having a mixture of feelings when we're waiting to perform.
its like, not my first time on stage,and im so WORRIED!
x/
rebecca passed me sweets and i calm down abit. (:

oh yes, jinghong and huiying has gone crazy over the st gabriel's boys.
"very shuai, very shuai" is all they say.
yah,the boys are good-looking lah! :D
but,i'd prefer normal-looking boys than brain made of coconut juice.
lincoln tee boon xiong is a good example.
the best one i must say.
XD

tomorrow theres nuthing on.
dont have the wish to do my physics hmwk.
i shall see.
besides physics,dont think theres anymore work.
im excited for chinese lessons when sch reopens.
think huiying should know why.

im going to introduce a song in my every entry.
starting frm erm.
now

the song of the day is / my immortal.

CLAPS <3

2005-03-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

~~13.03.2005~~
one year passed, im still loving you always.
looking back, plenty of things happened.
my love for you is strong.
iloveyou,yes i do.i really do.
hen ai hen ai ni.
youaretheonedatiwanttoholdonto.
~~yibeizi.~~

was suppose to go town with huiying but in the end,she didnt want to go.
oh well,next time then.
next month. :D
alright.
met up with lim fung and both of us wenta huiying's hse ard 3pm++ to practise our songs.
tmr is the day to st gabriel.
oh manz!
at first, we're fooling and joking ard.
then,we became serious and SANG.
haha.
oh yes, huiyu and huiying got new phones pls.
bloody shit.
im so envious.
nokia 7260.
grr!

lim fung left at 6pm.
so, the three of us,huiyu,huiying me, went to the pasam malam to buy something to eat.
cup corn and sasuage. (:
the three of us had another good talk.
yupp.
just like in the past.
we'd talk,we'd sing songs together,take neos together,joke together, eat together.
muacks.
s.h.e rawks my life!
then walked back to 3o4B and stayed for dinner there also.
talked again after dinner. (:
then left at 7pm++

anyway.
visuals are back!
YAY!
new photos plenty!
enjoy it yes?

2005-03-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

i've finally updated simplelove- and even did the layout ALL BY MYSELF
the way i tackled those html codes ; i felt like a GENIUS
(:

alright.
im so bored now.
nuthing to do.
x/
choir is going to st gabriel next monday morning.
hope everything turns out fine. :D

during recess today , 3e3 went to see ms neo.
only a bunch of ppl going for games.
well, i cant run. i cant throw. i cant jump.
i cant everything.
so, only cheerleading left.
and yes, i wrote that down.
actually, i didnt want to do anything, but ms neo say each must at least do something.
-SIGHS-

for literature lessons today,
we went to the LIBRARY!
yippy! yay!
e5 is also there!
(:
and ms png ,asked me to stand up and list the qualities i would to like to have of my husband.
-honest
-SWEET
-trustworthy
-CHATTY
-caring
-smart(intelligence)
i love sunshines and chatty peeps! :D
dont prefer quiet ones, they look boring. x/
and for the qualites dat i DO NOT like to have is.
-stubborn
-unappreaciative
oh yes, lynn would like to have a STUBBORN husband!
WHY?
because she thinks and says its F U N!
oh manz.
haa.
so odd huh?

holidays is just next week.
16.03.2004 i still remembered the sec 2s went for the Think Tank Programme.
HEH.
everything is still so vivid in my mind.
x)
wat about this year ,16.03.2005?
nuthing?
theres choir practice actually. (:

im still waiting for SUNDAY! to come.
not sure whether huiying is free ornot.
if she is not, im still going to out.
BUT ALONE

anyway.
Bring me to life is a nice nice song. x)
appreaciate it peeps.

okayy im outta here.
kisses plenty to all of you. (:

2005-03-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

GGRR!
parent-teacher meeting sucked totally. -POOTS-

i shouldnt asked mummy to come.
i shouldnt have
mummy didnt want to come in the first place.
but, I BEGGED AND BEGGED for her to come.
1) mummy is lazy to come
2) her office is at jurong.

ate dinner tonite ,
this is so rare huh?
x)

waited for mummy at sengkang mrt from 6.45pm to 7.15pm
bloody hell.
and she called that she would be able to reach sengkang at 7.55pm
its okayy.
decided to go home and put my stuffs and carry a lighter bag there.
so, took 156 back to sengkang to meet mummy.
den 372 to my sch.
ms eileen ong talked to mummy.
and i offered to get mummy a drink.
so, i walked to the canteen leaving both of them talking.
wintermelon tea * courtesy of chua shingyi (:

they talked abt my chinese and e maths.
its always these two.
and the pts tracking thing.
"shingyi ah!, how come you nvr give me the consent form to sign one ah?"
den i was lyk" got lor!you yourself forget alr lah!"
cant stand it.
when we were waiting for the bus to compass, mummy started her nagging again.
"shingyi ah!, why dont you want to eat?theres food for you to eat,yet you dont want"
"your e maths ah, better buck up!!"
"dont spend so much money,dont you find urself spending too much money??"

blah blah blah. x/

and on the 86 bus, mummy was angry with mie.AGAIN,
lyk dat lor.
was trying to call back home to tip sister dat mummy is ANGRY and asking her to do something.
but, no avail. no one picked up the phone.
and i found out something today.
mummy is jealous of me and sister STRONG sistership.
jie mei qing shen.
she is jealous. XP
cuz i shared matters with sis not HER.
on the 159 bus back home, she kept on asking me wat troubles and worries do i have?
i worried abt e maths and some other things.
she wouldnt want to know my messed up life.
yesyes.

thats all for today.
im tired.
LITERATURE TMR! :D

2005-03-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

mornings are fine i guess.
except this morning.
shant elaborate much.
x)

rushed through my bread during recess today.
just to accompany amalina to the bkshop.
IM A LOYAL FRIEND
and i didnt leave our table that far and i felt like vomitting alr.
i ate bread and drank bandung which tastes like milk.
in addition, she was saying "ee-yurr,so gross!"
haha.

ermm, eng lessons.
lets see.
as usual, took my own sweet time to stand up to greet the tcher.
HEH.

after sch, had a small arguement with lynnie.
cuz the weather is hot, and i cant stand it.
and she cant stop her hollering.
rushed to the childcare centre with lynnie and poh tee.
we walked from sch to north vista sec.
and walked back frm there again.
bloody hell.
x/
at 3pm off to e maths ssp.
after e maths, rushed to study area to meet ms sazryna abt ipw stuffs.
it ended at 4.30pm and im like 45 mind late for choir?
geesh.

anyway, we got our SYF costume alr.
ermm.
jus like siyu and hweemin said" black flamingo or rather getai"
HEH.
black top with that black fluffy collar.
when hweemin handed me the clothes, i got a big shock.
and to match our fluffy black top, we gotta wear our sch skirt with black stockings and black shoes.
great manz.
but, at least it still looks fine.(:

oh yes, that girl with the great eye spin didnt seem to reveal her skills today.
oh thats sad. x/
and for the whole day, whenever i see her, i look at her eyes.
im trying to master it okayy!
btw, she has SPARKLING EYES! like kaihui!
ILOVE! XD
alright, tmr, im cont to observe.
im so determine to learn that eye spin.
and i will.

2005-03-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

oh manz!
im having a cough now due to the spicy spicy tom yam mee i had just now.
and not forgetting flu too.
x/
yuck.
i feel terrible.

recess today was a slapping session.
jing hua started hitting my arm.
i didnt want to retaliate.
so, just kept quiet.
then came lim fung.
she beat my right arm until it gone red.
GRR
then the both of us started a physical fight.
HEH.

i felt like fainting during emaths class.
the topic was boring.
im yawning and yawning.
after sch, lim fung and me picked up a fight again at the locker area.
but, in our hearts, we both noe its just fun and noise only.
no hard feelings yes? :D
accompanied jinghua to the bustop at around 3 and i found out that my phone has gone mad.
yes it is.
cuz i just threw the phone onto the floor.
i hate that phone.
i've got no CHOICE then i used it.
if not, nono pls.

got scolded by ms low for making faces during prac across the ava rm.
-SIGHS-
anyway, mrs quek found our SYF costume alr.
eeww.
its fine lah.
i still can accept it.

oh yes, theres a girl from 3e5 who can do a 100 degrees eye spin.
geesh,i want to be your disciple! (:
teach ME!
and wats ur name?
wen li? WL- wen li? correct?
not very sure, cuz i've nvr noticed ur existence before!
ooppss.
am i mean?
okayy, takkaires peeps.
bye!

2005-03-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

oh well, blogging once again since just now it didnt turn out gud.
x/

lemme see.
i havent done my ipw proposal.
and yes, chinese spelling too.
speaking of chinese, huiying told me ytd dat 3e5 not going to spilt up anymore?
issit true?
3e3 will be spilt up instead.
oh manz.
i want to go 3e1 or 3e4/5 for chinese.
dont want 3e2. XP

anyway.
had fun yesterday with huiying in town.
shant elaborate much.
but, its really fun.
we chat, we joked, we laughed about lotsa stuffs manz.
HEH.
just like in the past. (: (:
we'll be the bestest of best friends wont we? :D

okayy, im off.
see you in sch tmr!

2005-03-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

2005-03-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

AH!!!!

im so happy! im so happy!
yupp.
am reading something just now at 10pm and i couldnt stop my madness pls!
XD
i quickly picked up my phone and called huiying.

i think i will be smiling in my sleep tonight.
YAY! HIP HIP HURRAY! :D

okayy.
im tired.
look im yawning.

im so darn happy!
cant sleep manz! (: (:

havent been so happy for the past few days alr.

alright.
good nite! (:

2005-03-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

another school day passed in a blink of eye! XP

alright.
got back my literature paper today.
YAY!
i passed! (:
but yes, just passed only so its nuthing much to be happy about.

PINGS! broke my white hairband today during recess.
hmph!
and lim fung is gloating over it.
SMILE SMILE SMILE is all she can do to me.
x/
i've developed a deep bond with the hairband.
was deciding whether should i throw it away.
said my prayers to it.
'we shared many joyful and tearful moments together.i cant let u go'
oh manz.
i sound lyk im in love with my hairband.
XD
in the end, threw it away.

after sch, did hmwk with shirley cuz we were awaiting to do our cip.
anyway.
my group(joram, munzir, me, lynn, poh tee) collected the most newspapers!
-CHEERS-
but there are ppl who keep DOGS and i saw one.
u know wat i did?
i immediately jumped back and hugged LYNN! tightly.
geesh, the bark frightens me manz. x/
then headed back to sch and i FINALLY got back dat ms goh borrowed from me.
HEH.

i think im mentally unstable today and yesterday.
yea.
found myself shedding tears this morning at the parade square.
luckily, i've got SHIYUN! my sweet one with me.
so, i didnt feel dat rotten.
(:

i miss the 2e4'04 girls! :D
although im in the same class as some of them now, but i still miss the rest.
i miss during examstime, me laughing at jacqueline sitting beside me.
i miss looking at yingxi and heimun sitting infront of me during maths class.
i miss the way during recess we'll be sitting together.
i miss jiawen's name being called during class.
i miss EVERYTHING lah! (:

okayy.

dedicated to the special you in my life*
ilu*

yes i do. i love you.
*KISS

2005-03-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

another BAD day. x/

ONE WORD ; SAD!

had singing lessons during recess today.
all the upper sec pupils.
everybody sang so fakely.
rushed through my two pizzas cuz theres isnt enuff time alr.
YUMMY!
i love pizzas.
but, i LOVE pizzas CRUSTS MORE
weird huh?
dats shingyi. (:

ms ginny tay didnt come today.
missed e maths lessons.
did FOUR-STOREY CLIMB after dat to our physics class.
now, i dont feel tired anymore.
im eating my three meals regularly.
clap clap yes? :D
no more starving myself.
no more of days eating dinner in pain.
-looks at huiying-

after sch, lunched usual wif jing hua, suping, huiying, lim fung.
Lijia came to join us for lunch today.
and i couldnt stop asking lijia Qs about him.
HEH.
lijia urged me to talk to him, but i didnt want to.
so just walked away.
later on, eshlyn came up to me with dat Q again.
then followed by wendy.
3e4/3e5 peeps are gonna know lots soon.
i can feel dat.
but its nuthing lah!
do u miss him,shingyi? XD
wat do u think?

anyway.
lim fung,huiying and me were talking among ourselves abt our future.
huiying want to go merdian jc.
me?
i want to go england to study performing arts or theatre study.
yupp.
im interested in acting ,
acting is my passion. my life. my everything. (:
im prepared to devote myself to the stage since i started acting at the age of 4.
but, mummy wants me to do practical stuffs.
its either i go england or i'll study journalism and publishing or interior design in poly.
im currently doing elective literature which enables me to do journalism.
interior design? i've got d&t!
papa asks me to pursue my dreams.
if i really go england, i dont think i'll be back to singapore to work.
cuz the people here in singapore who truly appreciates Arts are countable with my ten fingers.
look at the performances at Esplanade.
the audiences.
mostly are foreigners, PRs.
only afew are singaporeans.
singaporeans are so hectic with their life dat they dont even have time to have spare time for this.
the outside world out there , i can find people who appreciates my dance.my performance.

but its too early to say lah!
maybe i'll do journalism.
who knows?
HEH.
but i still love acting. (:
thats all. :D

2005-03-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS A SUPERB DAY! :D

bloody hell.
i swear im smiling my day through in sch. XP
alright.
the morning started with mr zul with the request to take out our organisers.
shit
its not dat i didnt want to bring.
BUT ITS SO BULKY.
seriously speaking, i hate this year's organisers.
its heavy, its big, and lastly, its heavy.
i find plenty of pages are nuthing but crap.
im a messy person, but i do noe how to oragnise my work and stuffs.
a simple notebook will do me fine. (:
we are asked to go and sit and had a talk with MISS GOH!.
and so, blah blah blah.
den, found out dat shirley actually helped with my bag and books!
yay manz! sweet girl right? (:

anyway, theres actually NO physics test today!
ms tan remembered wrongly.
at first, i was abt to ask ms tan abt it, and amalina was lyk" shh!shh!"
after physics, as usual, walked past 3e5's eng class.
wanted to look for huiying, but yes, i walked way too fast.
speaking of kan chong-ness. XD
even lynn asked to slow down. haha.
e maths lessons were very speacial.
a green bottle(as told by jolene) was flying around.
and it caused panic around.
the girls were screaming(including me).
all the AHs could be heard.
MUAHAHA!

oh yes, liling gave dat insect sting cream i bought for her to eshlyn.
ITS OK!
anyone can use it. (:
but eshlyn told me it the bites got more BIGGER?
ooppss. sorry. x/
i mean no harm.
den after choir prac, wenta compass to get another one of a diff brand for eshlyn.
im not sqandering my money lah! :D
eshlyn is worth the money. or mayb worth MORE
hope this works.
x)
im nice.HEH.

wat do u think?
and yes, BOUGHT SWEETS TOO! (:

music's added to this blog!
un-break my heart by toni braxton!
*kiss
the song's is nice and not forgetting the lyrics.
shall post the lyrics some othertime yes?
bye!

2005-02-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

HMPH! seriously speaking,dont really like the present state of my hair.
x/

*regrets

jingyi was the FIRST ONE to see my hair.
and u know wat?
she thought i was a boy. -STICKS OUT TOUGUE-

i didnt want to upset aunty viven ytd so i said" ok la, at least u still left me some hair to comb!"
haha.
now, after shower or bath, i dont even need to comb my hair!
thats great aint it? :D
lotsa peeps today saw my hair and was lyk" omg! ur hair?"
only huiying and huiyu was told by me beforehand.

i miss my old hairstyle. its much MORE femine.
but my hair is growing back la!
then it'll be lyk last time.
x)
would be looking forward to dat day.
AND IT HAD BETTER GROW BACK BEFORE MIDDLE MARCH!
thank God i've got a collection of skirts dat i can wear out so wouldnt be mistaken.

anyway, p.e today was fun! (:
me, liling, shirley passed the ball to one another in all sorts of ways.
HEH.
then we played captain's ball using basketball rules.
ermm, dont understand wat are they playing and i stood aside.
and here comes mr raj ranting at me.
"SHINGYI! wat are doing? feeling scared again? wats wrong wif YOU? sec 1 u are afraid of swimming even though u can swim well, sec2 u are scared of captain's ball, sec3 u are scared of basketball, tell me wat else u are scared of?"
GGGRRR!
almost snorted right infront of him.
im not afraid of swimming.
i learnt swimming before, and how can i be afraid of swimming?
who knows, i might hold a higher standard than him in swimming?
-POUTS-
its bcuz the water is FREAKIN COLD and we gotta swim early in the morning!
when im learning swimming at serangoon swimming complex my coach din even force me into the pool lyk u did. ;p
alright, my anger is appeased. :D

wonder how's rebecca and xj gonna react upon seeing my hair?
shocked?

physics test tmr.
time to spend time wif my books.

bye!(:

2005-02-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

life's getting MUCH better after dat cry yesterday. :D

would be going to aunty vivien's hse to cut my hair later.
im going to thin my hair lots and make it short SHORT!
she was saying" ok la! thin until no hair la!"
HEH. LOVE MY SCISSORS WOMEN LOADS (:

am starting love sentimental songs nowadays.
seriously speaking, im giving my s.h.e cds a cold shoulder.
eng and chi sentimental hits. ILOVEIT!
am starting to be like heimun.a sentimentalist.
x)

anyway, mummy's friends came to our hse last night for a chit chat session.
they couldnt stop talking abt buddhism.
hmm, i dont show alot of interest in buddhism , i know more abt christianity.
spend six years living wif pastors and the bible book.
still rmb dat when im still schooling in the people's bible church, we pray before mealtimes, before classes start.
we practically thank God for everything. (:
thanks great aint it?
sister hit me once with the bible and she got a warning frm the pastor.
"the bible is a holy book, how could u?"
yupp.
even though im not in preschool church anymore, still having constant sessions with the people and they teach me abt the virtues of life.
but now,too busy la!

OKOK.
BYE!
see you on monday!

2005-02-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

back from tution.
lotsa stuffs happened today. ):
shall elaborate one by one.

ermm, teacher separate me and hweegeok in our seats.
but, we are still talking to each other ACROSS THE CLASSROOM!
power manz.
the whole class heard our conversation.

then went home as usual.
the long long journey home was terrible.
chose to take 147 instead of mrt.
dont ask why.
the bus practically crawled all the way back frm cityhall to hougang interchange.
yea, and im thinking and thinking abt all sorts of stuffs.
thinking and thinking, until i cried.

so, the 325 bus trip home was worst then the 147 one.
its lyk, i dont know lor.
im holding on for so long.
im tired.

but nevertheless, still went to hougang green to get dat insect bite cream for liling from Guardian.
then walked home with a heavy heart.
though im sad, liling's bites is more impt.

huiying's not back frm her movie-watching yet.
am still waiting for her call.
okayy, dat would be all.
*kiss

2005-02-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

sch's terrible today.

i kept on staring at my watch and waiting and waiting.
not only me, huiying too. (:

after sch, went home to changed and wenta huiying's hse to bake cookies! :D
WEE! plenty of fun pls.
took 371 to compass cuz we were intending to go heartland mall.
when 371 was reaching SENGKANG SEC! i suddenly had this odd idea.

me > eh huiying,do u want to go back to sch?
huiying > er, anything lor.
me > really leh, want or not?

and off we went to sch.
we couldnt go in cuz we arent in uniform.
saw lotsa peeps. kaihui,shihui and others too. (:
polly came to tell us dat the obs camp peeps came back at ard 2-3?
oh geesh.
huiying and me went beserk pls!
we couldnt stop screaming and shrieking at each other.
crazy girls. :D
den liling,eshlyn, wanting came out of the sch.
immediately, i dashed towards them
i tell you, i almost went forward to hug liling.
miss her loads.
they were badly tanned and sunburnt.
in addition, they gotta cook their own meals.
-SIGHS-
it looked more lyk a refugee camp instead.
eshlyn and liling was showing me their bites by the sand flies?(is it spelled lyk dat?)
oh manz, i pray they would recover fast and well.

well, huiying and me couldn't bear to leave the sch.
haha.
finally,we took 80 to compass and mrt to kovan.
bumped into shirley tong there.
took pics wif her on the mrt.

anyway, i bought a 60 bucks bag.
dont ask why.
i dont even know why.
would be collecting it in march.
then took neos wif huiying TWICE! (:
looked at clothes once again.
SKIRTS!

im dying for monday to come.
LALALA.
physics test coming alr.

tution tmr.
dont wanna go raffles city alr.
TIRED!
-YAWNS-
time to sleep.
may liling and company their bites heal fast fast!
love much from shingyi. (:
*kiss

2005-02-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

THE BIG DAY IS FINALLY COMING!
XD

waited for this day lyk crap. :x

anyway yingxi's burfdae is just round the corner and im so busy STUDYING? to have spare time to shop for her gift.
actually, i already thought of what to get alr in december.
HEHE.
im just lack of money.
would be going to raffles city at cityhall before tution on sat.
since the tution centre is just a stone's throw away?
yupp.
fancy me going to a tution centre which is at cityhall?
haha.

alright.
DONT think i can sleep tonight.
wat do u think,huiying? (:

2005-02-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

LIFE'S DIFFICULT THIS TWO DAYS. X/

im a strong girl. yes i am. overcome all fears and problems is my forte. i can do it.

no matter how difficult it is.

i had a headache ytd.
bcuz did hammering during d&t and i keep on hearing the plonking sounds in my head.
BUT AFTER A SHORT REST, IM FINE ONCE AGAIN!

okayy, im eating this two days.
except for tonite.

HUIYING! let us be strong together! dont think too much yes?
speaking of emotional support, got lots from lynn today and yesterday.
THATS MY COOKIE MONSTER SISTER! (:

anyway,my uncle has got a new car!
GRRR!
a toyota family saloon car.
khai wan!WAN TON MEE! you very happy alr right? -snorts-
haha.
im jealous dat wan ton get to enjoy the big car.
WAN TON! STUPID WAN TON!haha
im gonna bully you all i want next year when im staying at ur place again.
MISS MI NOT WAN TON! :D

time for bed!
bye!

2005-02-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

1) brand of ur hand phone?
i just lost it. x/

2) wat'll u do if u see ur gf/bf hugging a girl?
ermm. not sure.

3) hav a gf/bf?
nahh

4) hav ur own room?
dont have.am sharing it wif sister.

5) fav pet ?
syberian husky! (:

6) 1 thing u cant live w/o?
water. and air.

7) where do u live?
buangkok.

8) wat wud u do if sumone tells u he/she
likes u?
dats impossible. dont think of it.

9) how are you feelin n0w?
rotten. x/

10) where do you hangout?
town. anywhere dats fine. (:

11)what are you good at?
talking. (:

12) what is it bout a person you cant stand?
rude. mean.

13) what do you want?
i want to pass my e maths!

14) a word that describes you?
FWENLY! haha. duncha agree? -WINKS-

15) what is ur dream?
ermm. to pass e maths?

16) day/nite?
DAY!

17) sunset/sunrise?
sunrise!

18) like a romantic bf/gf?
mayb

19) what is it about the opposite gender
that attracts you?
nice white teeth. it goes the same for the same gender too. manners too.

20) are you an independent person?
sometimes. (:

21)do you like school?
DATS DEFINITELY A YES! :D

22) are you stubborn?
at times yes.

23) believe in God?
totally. im schooling in a christian sch when im young u noe.

24)ur favourite sport?
swimming

25) believe in fate?
fate always make me sad. dont really know la.

26) get pissed off easily?
dats a challenging one.

27) like ur parents?
-SHIVERS-

29) believe in love?
yupp

30) will u get a tattoo?
no.

31)smoke?
nope.

33) wil u forgive ur gf/bf if he/she cheats
on u?
if dat day comes, i start thinking then.

34)will u expect ur gf/bf to forgive u?
not sure.

35) were u on a trip recently?
Nahh

36)fave country?
australia! uk!

37) r u impatient?
very very.

39) do u organise parties often?
im a loner. no.

40)do u hav good friends?
yupp.

41) do u think u r good-looking?
is dat a insult?

42) do u care about looks?
no! i want a nice heart and a sweet smile! (:

43) do you think that you're a good gf/bf?
not sure.

45) do you quarrel with people easily?
i always give in. x)

46) are you forgiving?
all the time. HEH

47) do you get hurt easily?
-looks at huiying- DONT KNOW!

48) do you prefer gurls wit long/short hair?
short! i love short hair!

49) do u prefer guys wid long/short hair?
damn. dont wanna ans.

50) is ur hair colored?
nope.

51) are you a romantic partner?
HEH.

52) do you wear a watch??
yupp.

53) what color clothes do you like?
BLUE! BLACK! WHITE!

54) will you chose love or money?
im greedy. can i haf both?

55) do you prefer sleep or eat?
sleep!

56) white or black?
Black n white. :p

57) pink or red?
Red

58) fav flower?
TULIPS! oolala!

im currently having a date wif my chemistry textbk. :D
hey, im relieving stress ok!

-LAUGHS-

today is sunday.
tomorrow is monday alr.
according to huiying, i should be sad.
but funny, i feel so stress-free!

anyway, listening to energy's duo ai wo yi tian.
hmm, i always think dat their songs are nuthing but noise.
im a person who dont lyk noisy songs.EXCLUDING BRING ME TO LIFE.(cuz bring me to life dat song rawks totally!)
ooppss. energy's fans dont bash me. x/
duo ai wo yi tian is fine.
but ai dao mo nian mo yue mo yi tian is FINER!
-SMILES-
both are energy's songs alright.

okayy.
its back to the books.
take care peepos.
*kiss.

2005-02-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

today is A TERRIBLE DAY!
x/
i swear i didnt enjoy myself much.

anyway, after chinese lessons today when we were proceeding to the english class the minute i finished my three-storey climb, I FAINTED!
geesh, it happened really quickly.
but, thank God dat lynn was there to support and hold me. (:
if i might just knock my head on the wall and lie HARD on the ground.
and i was lyk" lynn, wat happen to me?wats wrong wif me?"
after the faint, im so sleepy during eng.
im really getting weaker and weaker every minute.
-SIGHS-

i lost my sleep last night.
theres so much stuffs jammed up in my mind.
dats why,reached sch rather late but didnt got booked. (:

had three periods of chemistry practical today and im so glad dat i managed to survive thru it.
x))
thanks much to liling and jingyi.
i bit my own mouth during recess pls.
i remember i was ranting non-stop at jinghua and all of a sudden TADA!
immediately i turned to give peishan dat shocked cum pained look.
this teaches me not to ramble for no reason.

had social studies extra lessons once again after sch.
after dat,lim fung and me bought some food and i went home straight away.
the moment i sat down,i called up huiying.
it now forms a habit alr.
had my bath and a couple of online chats and i went to compass point to meet huiyu.
i bought two sleeveless tops frm metro,dark blue and red.
accompanied huiyu to haf captain's cook.
me : fried fish fillets huiyu : sphaghetti
and yes, we were yakking on and on about lotsa stuffs.
den recieved a call frm huiying saying she had forgotten to bring her chemistry bk home to revise and the common test is just on monday!
ah!she was asking could she borrow mine.
im willing to lend for saturday only.
im having my chem test on mon too.
den she went back to sch to get from her locker.

bought anderson's ice-cream,bloody nice i must say. :D
wenta to second level and chitchat again.
huiying called us to say she wants to meet us.
den she came.
my admire-for-huiying sessions started again.
x))
i bought nice strings much to huiying's words.
haha.

hmm, counting back.
i've skipped dinner for three days alr.
theres just something abt me,i skip meals whenever im not happy.
today i skipped dinner once again.
i dunno wats got overme.
one moment,im the happy girl.
the next moment,im in a depression mood.
-SIGHS-

I THINK im going continue to skip meals until i fell better.
its going to be the next next wk alr.
lyk huiying said" you going to suffer for the next week,shingyi"
mayb.
who knows?

2005-02-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

my life is so messed up now. ):
-SIGHS-

i dont know what is my priority now. seriously i dont know.
i need a compass to help me to find my direction.

came back home late today as theres choir practice.
yupp.
den called up huiying and we both chatted for one hour+
theres plenty to catch up wif one another.

i feel dat my body is darn weak.
i climbed the stairs from 1st level to 4th level for E Maths class.
and im lyk panting lyk shit.
i haf dat feeling dat im going to faint anytime.

actually, since the day my phone was stolen in sch,i lost everything alr.
-SIGHS-
i love sch. i really do.
i love lessons.i love the teachers teaching me.
i love my silly people (:
but soon, going to sch will be a real torture.

anyway, today i skipped lunch as i had extra social studies lessons after sch.
after talking to huiying on the phone, im feeling sad.
and i skipped dinner once again.
i dont feel hungry at all.
XD
im reaching to the stage of eating nuthing at all but dont feel any hunger.
HEH HEH.
maybe someone should buy my recipe frm me.
-STICKS OUT TONGUE-

sister and me are really sisters.
we dont eat for the whole day we also wont feel anything.
but we ended up in hospital days after.
just before cny, sister went to the hospital TWO TIMES IN A WK!
she din eat much.
at dat time,im in tampines so, im well fed.
-WINKS-

sister and me are professional suiciders.
haha.
we make mummy worry for us.

alright, its reaching bedtime.
oh yes, jing yi wants me to go k-box wif her on sat.
but, chemistry is just nex monday. and not forgetting ss too.
once again, we shall see.

2005-02-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

just changed my template!seriously speaking, its really nice.
most of the html codes were done by ariana..and the words and pics > ME!

im listening to moments by ayumi hamasaki right now.
geesh.
although i cant understand what is she singing,but the song is nice.
HEH HEH.

anyway,today was a half nice and half bad day.
x/
im starting to learn liling's skill of keeping calm in her expressions.
it really come in handy i must say.
x))

oh yes, i passed my class test for PHYSICS!
but im wondering how well i fared for my physics during the common test.
-SIGHS-
lemme count how many freakin subs i failed
class tests ( chemistry)
common test (CHINESE! EMATHS!)

and i got ZERO for chinese spelling pls!
aint dat great?
thanks a million to ms eileen ong.
i nvr failed chinese spelling before in sec1 and 2.
another thing,i got only ONE MARK for chi zao ju.
pathetic lyk crap.
plenty of ppl failed spelling in 3e3 pls.
even hard wrking girls lyk jingyi lor.

WATS WRONG WIF ME?
i think i play too much.
next wk is chemistry and social studies common test.
im going to do well this time.

2005-02-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

WEE! :D

today is ALSO MAY BE counted as a nice day la.
haha.
i save the details la.

anyway, today was total defence day.
or rather save the electricity day.
we are not allowed to on the fans during lessons after recess.( we are s'pose to haf a taste of our forefathers pain in the past )
a pile of crap. x))

alot of teachers nvr came today.
yupp.
mr singh. ms ginny tay. ms tan hwee ling
we are s'pose to go to the BOMB SHELTER PLS!
haha.
but all of a sudden, ms susan lim came and took us for D&T.
damn.
cant enjoy the air-con.
but half of 3e3 were in the bomb shelter and some were at the office area.
so, me being nice went back to call them back for D&T.
and i enjoyed the view of 3e5 too. ((: - looks at huiying-

after recess,SAVE THE ELECTRICITY CAMPAIGN STARTED!
haha.
but, mrs lee allowed to turn on the fans when we are abt to leave for other lessons.(thanks huh)
and yes,i've got my organiser's dividers to help me calm me down.
its serves as a fan!
hehe.

we went to study area for E Maths as ms tay aint here.
did my journal. im a goodie girl pls.
den for physics went to the bomb shelter and stayed there for two periods.

HEY, i've finally noticed a common interest in me and liling.
we both love to smile and laugh at each other whenever we came face to face.
the twin!
was crapping plenty wif amalina and liling.
and taking pictures wif amalina's phone.

YEAH!3e1 came at the last period.
jingyi and me went over to tok to jing hua and lim fung.
as usual, me and jing hua always hug and hold hands whenever we meet.
haha.
jie meis leh. ((:

choir practice was exceptionally speacial today.
the air-con in ava rm was SPOLIT!
and another thing,HANQIAN! and another girl(geesh,dun know the name x/ ) came back to visit choir!
WEE! pleasant moment pls!
its been lyk a year ever since i last saw of hanqian.

not much work today.
haha.
shall enjoy teevee at night then.
-WINKS-
tata`

2005-02-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

WOOOPPPEEE! :D

im feeling very very high now please..
LIFE IS GREAT!( but it sucks sometimes.)

its valentines day today!
haha.

busy bumble bee dat me!

okayy. outta here manz. ((:

LALALA* LIFE'S GOOD FOR TODAY ONLY!

2005-02-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY! :D

TO THE ONES DAT SURROUND SHINGYI, KISSES PLENTY FROM ME! (:

SHIRLEY HOON XUE LI! - MY GOOD GIRL! kpo girl loves you! sleep early darling.if cant slp,THINK OF ME! -LAUGHS-

LEONG LILING! - HELLO DOREAMON LOVER! or rather GUIDES LOVER! MAY YOU HAVE A NICE VALENTINES DAY! ((:

YINGXI! - my sweetie pie.my cutie pie. thanks for all ur help whenever im sad and when i forget to bring my bks. and yes, you treasured by me. -KISS-

JIAWEN! - xiao wen wen! (: AH! my cutie pie ranked no.2 next to yingxi. thanks for ur help and ur encouraging words. wont forget them. i will always LOVE you and yingxi.

TO THE REST OF MY LOVELY WORLD (( smile always!))

valentines day is just tmr. :D

by the way, FINALLY! bought my converse shoes. its black in colour.
damn nice.

E maths and physics test tmr.
dont think people are in a festive and valentines day mood.
forget it then. x((

do you think im going to get anything tmr? (DREAM ON,SHINGYI!)
please,cant i even daydream?

anyway today is 13TH OF FEB!
MARCH 13TH IS JUST A MONTH AWAY!
geesh.
dat day is a very speacial and nice day.
IM GONNA CELEBRATE IT BY GOING FOR A SHOPPING SPREE AS A WAY OF REWARDING MYSELF! WEE!
hahars.
gonna plan my shopping list.
1) two tops
2) black and white skirt
3) any freshbox shirt
4) op boardshorts.
5) tops frm U2

but its too early la!
HEH HEH.

2005-02-12T12:20:00.000+08:00

im feeling okayy now.
just finish uploading the pics.

NICE NICE i must say. :D

going to compass point to get my converse shoes later wif mummie and sister.
i dont know wat should i get.
HEH HEH.

oh yes, did i mention dat i FAILED my chemistry test.
eww.
still remembered when i was sec1,i wasn't used to geography and history and i failed this two subs for HALF A YEAR !
yupp.
july 2003 den i started picking up things and passing my papers.

SO MAYBE, i'll fail physics and chemistry for half a year and pass at july or august.
bloody hell.
its TOO LONG
-SIGHS-

E maths test on monday.
ms ginny tay havent even finish teaching the topics pls.
pls tell me how am i s'pose to do dat paper?
i dont know.
im gonna fail this time again.(I THINK)

2005-02-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

ONE WORD / HAPPY! ((:

CHINESE NEW YEAR'S HOLS JUST GONE IN A BLINK OF EYE! XD

and yes, collected plenty of red packets!
WEE! ((:

i dont think im really happy in 3e3 now.
yupp.
even shiyun can sense it.(and she thought i was sick pls!)
-SIGHS-
anyway, still thank God dat peepos lyk shirley tong,shiyun,jingyi and of course, LEONG LILING! exised in my life.

without them, i might find breathing in 3e3 a great big difficulty.

oh well, im not sad over 3e3 for no reason.
will you ppl pls look at the attendance for today.
HOW MANY PPL SKIPPED SCH?

i cant belive dat sucha thing can happen.
im so jealous of 3e4 and 3e5.
everyday its lyk PERFECT!
yupp.
dats the word.
espeacially 3e5, im so darn JEALOUS!
shingyi, you only have yourself to blame for not studying hard and making it to a pure sci class.

i truly truly regretted for not writing a petition to the principal.
jiawen did dat.
I WANT TO COMPLAIN!
but its all too late.
all too late.

im freakin' stuck here.(dats wat i told ms lim,im stuck in DnT when i chose F&N)
3E3 IS SHIT!
A PIECE OF SHIT!
ms ginny tay is correct.
3e3 is just simple trash,garbage.

according to liling," lyk dat lor, since we are shuffled in this manner,lyk dat lor"
she can take things easily.
sometimes i can, SOMETIMES I CANT!
i dun wanna resign to Fate.
but theres nuthing i can do bout' it.
wats the use of complaining,shingyi?

once again,im still sad,dissapointed and angry abt not getting into 3e5.
its been lyk a Mth alr.
i still cant let go.
3E5!!!!!

im still wondering how much longer am i going to linger on this thoughts?
HEH HEH.
will someone pls tell me?
x/

2005-02-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

havent been updating for days.
yupp.
this few days were a total disaster! AH!
im not pms-ing ppl.im NOT
im not very happie abt some stuffs.
things doesnt seem to go in my way.(it nvr does,shingyi.)
well, thats sad.
was telling tiffany this morning that im this im that.
she was lyk " you miss 2e4 issit?"
i said "no la,i dont like the 3e3 now. i want and miss the previous 3e3"
yes i do.
i miss the previous 3e3 LOADS!
although we are still having ONLY elective literature lessons and socialstudies together.
i still think dats not enuff.
i want all of us to laugh,cry,joke together.
without anyone missing.
the 3e3 dont seem special anymore.
yea, im wondering how to survive this 2 yrs since i lost my feelings for this class.
i miss the time before the reshufflement.
yupp.
still can rmb vividly how ms tan yell at us,how ms tay scream at us for not passing up our E-maths hmwk.
i want to revive those days.
too bad i cant.
x((
i still kept that piece of eng wrksheet dat on the very last day 3e3 was together.
yupp.
it was a grp wrk one.
still rmb lim fung and peishan were fighting over handwriting stuffs,shirley hoon was sleeping,me and jing yi were trying to calm the two girls down.
haha.
NOW, it has turned to memories.
my nightmare really came.
-SIGHS-
i feel lyk crying now.
wouldnt it be perfect if my tears can change things?
wow.dat would be superb manz.

hmm, cny celebrations was fine.
yupp.
rebecca and xj and sy took part in the talentime thingy.
xj sang so loudly,i cant hear reb voice.
but it was still nice anyway.(and they won pls! ((: )
dat girl sang ru guo you yi tian.
quite ok la.
chloe and me was giving alot of suggestions abt alot of stuffs.
after that,went home wif jing yi.
as for tmr schedule, would be going to waipor's place for lunch and for dinner we would be going to first uncle's place.
btw, first uncle jus renovated his terrace.
haa.
cant wait to see it.
last year, there was a big crowd at first uncle's place.
we kids(me,sister,khaisiang,khairay,kejin) were playing wif fire crackers.
and i was lyk enjoying the view of serangoon swimming complex? ( first uncle's place is very near there)
crazy me.HEHE.

okayy,i think im better now.
this taken frm hweegeok class blog.
yupp,its meaningful.
shall dedicate it to the previous 3e3 peepos.

Say goodbye,
but dont you cry.
cause true love never dies.

its YOU ALL that i LOVE*
fate brought us together as a class for two weeks.
fate separated us again.
treasure the time we spent together.
lucks to all. *kiss

2005-02-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A NICE NICE DAY!
XD
x-country run at macritchie.
but for me and jiawen,it was the x-country walk.
heh heh.
i think i did QUITE well todae.
yupp.
for my kind of speed.my shingyi speed.
we walked through the FOREST and when we reached the expressway,me and jiawen chiong all the way to the finishing point.
so,we walked half and ran half.
when we were walking halfway, i was lyk"top 50 got prize last 50 got any prize?"
HAHA.
lame.
okayy, house cheers were fine.
falcon won today.(eagle got third)
but yes, falcon have the volume.
after dat, took 156 down to bishan and mrt to somerset.
yes,i towned alone today.(its ok)
finally,bought dat bag dat i was hesitating to buy during the hols.
den wenta far east to get HAIRBANDS! WEE!
yupp.
bought blue-coloured ones and NAIL POLISH!
i want to style my toenails. ((:
HAHA.
den went back to compass point to get my lunch.
my day ended.
im back to tampines ltr.
i'll miss you computer.
WAHAHA!

tata`
*kiss

2005-02-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
so much things happened lately..

MY PRECIOUS HANDPHONE WAS STOLEN YESTERDAY!
damn dat person -poots-
> i feel so LONELY without my phone.((i talk to my phone whenever im troubled))
> i feel so BORED without my phone.((the games inside keep me entertained))
> i feel so LOST without my phone.((my friends no. are inside.))

oh well,shant brood much over it.
x/
wats gone is gone,shingyi.
i feel like dying now.
))x
can someone give me sulphuric acid?
HEH HEH
with dat,i will die a gruesome death.
yea,i'll rot everywhere. HOW COOL
so much for my chemistry knowledge huh.
this also goes to show dat i've been paying attention in chem lessons. -winks-

anyways, literature lessons was FUN!
TEE HEE HEE!
yupp
after sch,was doing hmwk wif huiying and lim fung at the canteen.
social studies pls.
lim fung was copying my wrk.((hardly any1 copies my wrk.so,i felt honoured))
WAHAHA!
choir practice after dat.
had a short period of sectionals today.
yea, we didnt even noe dat we sang the wrong tune.
how clever. ((:

hmm, amelia was so cute can.
HAHA!
she was wearing the prefect tie in a odd manner and pull her socks to knee length.
toot kia dats it.
but nevertheless,she looks cute and cartoon. ((x
another thing,eshlyn seems to know also dat 'lincoln thing'
yupp.
cuz we were discussing abt it at the staircase.
im fine wif it u see,so dont worry eshlyn! SMILE!
HEHE!

x-country is just tmr at macritchie.
according to my sis,her sch bowen sec is also there.
and not to forget cedar girls.
too bad yixin graduated alr,if not can see shuai ge in action.
kakaka.
im not sure abt tis,which means three sch are gonna share one reservoir?
geesh.
yea, im starting to picture dat scenario.
HAHA!
sister's gonna wear my nike shoes.
and im gonna wear hers.
yea, both are nike i dont understand why is there to exchange.
well,it suits her,im fine wif it.

yupp.
dats all for today manz.

*kiss

2005-01-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

AAHHH!
not feeling well now..
hmm,waipo FORCED dat medcine down my throat(it taste horrible pls!)
im having a terrible flu,phlegm in my throat,throat pains,buttaches.
CONCLUSION > im feeling terrible now. )):

mayb im not going tution todae.
so in other words im not going home.
anyways,, cousin's gone sailing so gotta use da computer!
HAHA!

2005-01-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

shall just blog a quick one before i leave for waipo's place.(i cant use com dere u see)

finish reading jolene's blog just now.
yea,long time nvr go ard reading alr.
anyway, north vista lost to sengkang issit?
-roars-
rachel must be upset manz..
betta go and comfort her shingyi.
HAHAHA.
okay okay,maths test just tmr!
and i onli managed to revise a little(betta den nth)
but,havent done my D&T hmwk.

ARGHS*

hais.
D&T.

who chose dat subject shingyi?
~~I DID~~

enough of crap

BYEEEE!

2005-01-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

SMILE!
havent touched computer for abt a WEEK!
life's rather fine at tampines.
WHY?
cuz my sis is not living wif me(shes living at our hse in hougang)
MUAHAHA! (:
sometimes,i find it quite difficult to wake up in the morning u noe.
yea,gotta rely on my cousin's hp alarm to wake me up.
im dumb.
i dunno how to operate my own hp's alarm. XD
HEHE!
okays,my cousins were fighting over fairness ytd.
im obviously on khaiwan's side.
i dont lyk khaikit least bit.
IM BIAS!
but,hes still my cousin right?
another thing,khaiwan is 17 yrs, khaikit is only 14.
khaiwan's older.
:P

maths test is jus next mondae manz..
im nervous.
shall update next week.
tata~

*kiss

2005-01-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
SHINGYILCIOUS is back again.
x)
at my own place now..not tampines.
HEHE!
last night, when i was doing my hmwk,,i found dat i cant do at all.
not bcuz i dunno how to do, its bcuz im moody LOR!
abt da class reshuffle thing.
mi finally started to haf feelings for them,and its crack into three class again.
im still in 3e3 despite all this.
heh.
and another point is dat my younger cousins are crowding around me making me irrtitated nia.
hais..

anyways, todae is a happy day! :D
woke up quite late and my cousin was so sweet yes?
-winks-
den slacked around and it was lunchtime already.
walked frm wai po's blk 454 all da way to 201E
which means frm tampines junior college to ngee ann sec. (wai po's place is opp tpjc)
speaking of ngee ann sec.YUCK!
i hate dat bloody place.
bad memories can. *ugh
okays, back to da subject.
although its RATHER long,but im enjoying da breeze on da way.
HEHE!
bought macs back to eat.
khai siang and khai ray shld come for da safety-road-crossing taught by me.
u ppl shld haf seen da way they crossed da road. x/
keke.
im having tution so left at 2+ for city hall.
reached there very early so decided to go FlashNSplash to look at Roxy tees.
i swear those tees are damn nice.
but im lyk half-broke all da time?
yea,i spent my money on sweets and cds.
i onli splurge on SKIRTS and nuthing else.
im a skirt-lover by the way.
HAHA!
tution i guess theres no need to elaborate rite?
i'll save da details then. (:
aft tution went back to hougang to wait for mama for dinner.
she went shopping wif my aunt pls.
was fighting wif my sis over a 10 cent coin and every1 around was looking at us.
dui lian dats wat it is.
-roars-
TEE HEE HEE!
the shingyi and shingdi company.
u ppl wont understand us.
i flashed my 100% smile todae!100% smiLe :D
100% smile // a smile dat comes frm da heart to show dat im really happy.
and i need 100 MagicDust candies to reach dat level.
so, tis goes to show dat something im really happy dat i can forgo the 100 sweets to be happy.
Life's good if you want it to be.
mama bought us clothes and i got a PINK skirt!
oolala!
my sis gained alot todae pls.
SHE GOT A CAMERA PHONE!
damn damn damn.
i wanted k700i but she said TOO EXPENSIVE and i got was NO,GIRL! CANNOT LA!
life's nv fair.
yew.

slping lers
kiss*

2005-01-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

yos!now currently at my hse.
heh.
im lyk running btween tampines and hougang(my hse).
keke.
lotsa stuffs happened tis few days..
lets see abt yesterdae.
after sch,as usual to da locker area.
was s'pose to do dat D n T thingy,but fatimah got girl guides,lynn has red cross,nazirah dont knoe go where.
i dont know how to explain.
but its lyk im da only one in da grp who is making an effort to get things started and nobody appreaciates my doings.
shuckeroos.
x/
im so sad dat i burst into tears at da locker area and continue wif my crying at da toilet.
when i came out of da toilet,liling was there.
yups.
she comforted me and accompanied me to do my work.
ltr on, yingxi came out to hlp me out too.
geesh. im so so touched.
hmm,we did frm 2+ until 5+ pls.
they helped me wtihout complaining.
THANK YOU!
my feelings towards da both of you is beyond words.
im glad i've frens lyk you 2.
- smiles -

thursdae,,bleahs
assembly.. HEHE! im half asleep pls.
slept thru da entire thing.
ooppss.
p.e was so slack..
once again,im da last to finish my run.
xD
da gurls frm my class ate plums in da toilet.
so cute can.
HAHA!
after sch, wenta compasspoint to buy my shoulder bag and some stuffs wif huiyu.
i can still rmb very clearly dat very dae wat happened.
its still vivid.

its late now.
im off.
kiss*

2005-01-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, thanks a million to xiujuan for speaking up for me.. ilu (:

secondly, HELLO! X! thanks for tagging. xD just wanna sae dat darlings can be ur friends also if you want them too u noe. lincoln,well, so i've stopped liking him since sec1! ok? gud. smiLe more X!

phew! geesh.
cousin is ushering me to hurry up.
okays,here goes.
sch's tmr.
YAY!
there's elective literature!
been looking forward to it manz..
HAHA!
oh ya, D and T lessons tmr AFTER SCHOOL PLS!
for some ppl lyk me?
so,i gotta see ms lim and mr singh's faces again.
ooppss.
not implying dat i dun lyk them.
its just dat seeing too much,i get sick of it. -giggles-

2005-01-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

heh.
todae is finally the last dae of sch for tis week.
tiring manz.
but,hmwk is onli a litta bit.
yet,im still complaining. x)
LALALA~
D and T lessons todae was so qing song pls.
my group was luffing all da while.

2005-01-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHA!!
im so happy todae pls.
ggg rrrr.
bleahs.
assembly tis morning was abt eagles award thingy.
yeap.
PAID NO ATTENTION LOR.
was reading my chemistry texbk.
so knew nuthing abt wats happening.
i oni knew LINCOLN(my darhling) got a award.
and i clapped so loudly pls!
p.e lessons after dat.
as usual,for da run,im da last to come back. -winks-

oh yea,chemistry practical todae.
geesh.
i tell ya,at tis rate im going,theres gonna be a accident happening to me.
why??
cuz we were s'pose to do experiment by ourselves and i was so FEAKING BLUR yes?
da solution sort of exploded in front of me.
and thank God it only stained my uniform.
big shock yes?
:D

2005-01-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

im back at my house finally!
past few days was staying at wai po's hse.
got to use computer but cant reallie blog cuz my younger cousins are crowding beside me.
but anyways,will be back to wai po'se hse ltr at 6+
miss my bed manz..(alot alot pls)

tuesdae * 4.01.2oo5

was not feeling well DA FIRST THING IN DA MORNING!
spent my reading period in da toilet pls.
HAHA!
literature lessons was boring.
yups.
ms png or rather mrs raj was revising da stuffs we learnt in sec2.
cant realli lie down on da table cuz i was lyk in da front row?
so dumb.
physics lessons lets see.
i cant find da classrm LOR!
pathetic lyk anything.
and we onli did ONE question abt dat vernier calipers.
da rest of da period was collecting money.
i think u ppl shld clap for me cuz i fell alseep onli during ipw lessons yes?
HAHA!
actually i din mean to fall alseep -innocent look-
but da tcher asked us to say something unique abt ourselves.
thank heavens there were dat printer and monitor to block me.
well,guess wat i said?
"i lyk fairy tales"
HAHA!
and da tcher was lyk" huh?normally for ppl who like fairy tales are ppl who lyk to escape frm reality"
do u tink so?
mayb.

wednesdae * 5.01.2005

rained lyk crap tis morning.
i brought my unbrella along,but chose not to use it.
but,didn't get very wet.
hehs.
huiyu accompanied me to da lockers to get my bks.
oh yes,3e3 and 3e2 were lyk fighting into getting da chinese class.
and 3e5 were so lucky to get into their class so fast.
chatted wif jacqueline during recess,its dat thing again.
da last time i talked wif jac was lyk during nov?
woohoo.

and yes,im facing problems i faced last yr in august.
now its identical pls.
but,jus as long my stand is firm,nothing's gonna happen.
liang jing ru's ning xia will be able explain my mood now.
there's a chemistry test tmr.
havent started studying.
ooppss.
:D
i want to pass tis time.
wish me guddie luck yes?
thanks!

im off
kiss*

2005-01-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

school reopened todae.
as usual,im not least bit interested. :'(
3e3.
hmm,paid full attention during physics lessons todae after recess.
keke.
shocked?
i din even noe why.

anyways,, huiying found out abt my secret.
so,its NOT a secret anymore

2005-01-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

WEE!
its new year todae.
any new year resolutions CHUA SHING YI?
HAHA!
there is.
1) i want to pass maths cuz dats v v important u noe.
2) try to smile more.
3) improve on my singing cuz we are going for SYF in early april.(so ppl,pray for choir yes?)
4) stop day-dreaming in class.
5) think more for others.

well,for 1) its rather diff.
others are just lack of compassion.
i FAILED maths for da whole of 2004!
and i still managed to get into the middle middle class in express.
miracles do exist. (:
and i thank God for dat.
alrights,enuff of rubbish and trash(:

would be going to my cousins house tmr.
yups,,den meeting huiyu 6.30am in the morning on the first day of sch.
keke.
i havent seen her for abt afew days.(is dat long?)
tata~

im off to sleep.
kiss*

2004-12-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

PIMPLES ATTACK!!! call my face pimple land will u? -winks-

finally home frm my cousins hse.
been there these few days..
still managed to survived without computer. HAHA!
CONCLUSION > computer isnt dat important after all
will be staying there frm next week onwards until I DUNNO WHEN!

anyways, the five us(khaisiang,khairay,khaikit,ME,my sis) would be there laughing and joking during mealtimes and before bedtime.
WEE!
its full of JOY and LAUGHTERS!
HAHA! (:
i KISSED khaisiang many many LAH!
i love you darhling!
muaacchhhsss <3

shall update next wk or next next week.
dats long manz..

so long peepos.
kiss*

2004-12-31T15:19:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHA!
keke.
now at cousin's hse pls.
yups.
would be staying here for quita long time u see.
so,dont miss MIE!
sch's jus next week.
can hardly wait.
but,im more interested for lessons in 3e5 instead of my own class 3e3.
x))
yes,i think huiyu would noe da reason huh?

anyways,went out wif clara ytd.
to get her quiksilver bag.
IM SO ENVY!
so once again,saw dat roxy wallet.
hmmm.
addicted to it.